My Uncle's Boys: A Niall Horan Love Story (ON HOLD!!)

Chapter 10: Of Kay & Butterflies

Niall's POV:

As I layed on the ground I thought about all that had just went. Kay's tear streamed face was the image that kept on replaying in my mind. The smell of freshly cut filled my nose as I layed still. Zayn stood over me and Paul's shadow casted its darkness over my torso. I looked up to see a butterfly soar above me. It reminded me of Kay. How just like the butterfly that even when it goes through a tough current of wind it stands strong, but it also can be the most beautiful and graceful thing. Kay was my butterfly with an injured wing. I didn't care that she was helpless. I just wanted to know why her wing was broken. All I cared about was before and not now. The present.

"Hey, are you calm now?" Zayn's voice interrupted my thoughts of Kay and butterflies. He repeated himself again before I answered.

"Yeah... I just don't know what came upon me. I think I remember a time I was ever this mad in my life."  leaned my head to my right to see that Paul had moved closet to me.

"On three." Paul motioned Zayn to help me get up.

Zayn then put his left hand out in front of my face. Inferring from me to grab it.

"One... two... three!" Zayn started to pull me up as Paul put his hand on my back to make sure I didn't fall backwards. When I was up we all started walking back towards the tour bus.

"Zayn..." I began, "Paul..." I looked down at the faded pavement.

"Yes." They said in unison.

"I'm sorry I exploded so hard." I started to play with the zipper on my sweatshirt.

"It isn't us who you should be apologizing to." Paul said. I knew he was inferring about Kay.

"I know I have to talk to Kay." I felt ashamed to know that I was even capable of doing what I did to her. I looked up from the ground to see the tour bus in my view. It was time to talk to my princess. I walked up to the door and pulled out the handle to open it.

"I don't know dude." Harry said as I walked in. "She is pretty wrecked."

"Yeah well, I have to try anyway." I finished walking past Louis, Harry and Liam. I was almost to Kay's room when I heard the slamming of the tour bus door by Paul ans Zayn.

"We're ready to go!" I heard Paul shout to the bus driver.

Just as I was about to knock on her door as I felt my body shift as the bus began to leave the parking lot and onto to our first gig. I knocked my knuckles lightly on the door.

"Who is it?" I heard a faint voice.

"Kay, it is Niall." I rested my body against the wall with my left ear up to the door.

"Go away..." I heard her sniffle.

"Not a chance... Kay, I'm coming in one way or another." I felt the roughness in my voice and decided to tone it done a little. I cracked the wall open to see Kay laying in her bed on her side facing the wall. I fully went in and sat on her bed.

"Kay..." I whispered as I stroked her arm.

"Don't touch me, okay? I'm sick of you." She scowled.

"I'm sorry. I don't know why I ever reacted like that." I had my face in my palms.

She turned over and sat up to face me. I felt her soft hands remove my hands from my face.

"I'm so sorry." I sighed.

"Niall, I think... I think we need a break... I can't be with a guy who doesn't know his own limits in anger. I was before and it wasn't pretty... I ended up with bruises and black eyes everyday." Kay had tears in her eyes as she shook her head.

"Kay, I would never do that!" I grabbed her hands and shook my head.

"I think it is best if you leave." She let go of my hands and turned to face the wall once again. "Maybe we can try again later when you figure things out." Kay whispered before she closed her eyes.

As if my body was a machine I got up automatically and left her room. I didn't know what do. I was so mad and sad all at the same time. I went to my bunk. In my bed I noticed some pen and paper which I found very convenient. I then wrote:

She's not afraid of all the attention

She's not afraid of running wild

How come she's so afraid of falling in love?

She's not afraid of scary movies

She likes the way we kiss in the dark

But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love

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So, I'm sorry this was short, but I'm so well f-ing tired. Please enter the contest it ends the 16th! I love you all and thank you for the support. Remember to vote, comment, and promote! <3

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