abandand house

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y/ns pov

I woke up to a pounding headache and I then jumped up ran to the toilet vomiting,Colby followed me and held my hair up

"I'm sorry for waking you," I said weakly smiling at him

"it's ok," He said smiling back at me 

I ended up throwing up until my body couldn't anymore and then washed my mouth out and we hoped back into bed and snuggled going back to sleep 

A while later I woke up to someone knocking on the door so I got up and answered it and saw Sam standing there

"hey sam what is up," I said

"I'm making breakfast want any?" he asked

"yep me and Colby will love some we will be down in twenty," I said

He nodded and left so I closed the door and walked over to Colby and shaked him awake

"mmm what?" He asked

"wake up Sams making breakfast," I said

After heading to the bathroom, I brushed my hair and teeth. As I washed my face, Colby joined me and started his own morning routine. I decided to change into comfortable clothes from my wardrobe since I still had a headache.

Colby then walked in and got changed into some random ass clothes meaning that he is still out of it from last night but somehow it still looked good  

"let's do this," he said

we walked downstairs and saw Sam making breakfast but no one else was around

"were is everyone?" I asked sitting on the bench stools

"sleeping," he simply said

he served  us our food and then he served his and sat down next to us and we just ate in silance which was good because I was way too tired to talk

once we finished eating we placed our plates into the sink and then went to the couch and watched some shows

after a couple of hours, Jake and Cory came down and went to the kitchen and came and sat with us with some water in their hands

I wish that this could have been my whole life just hanging out with my family, having parties, watching shows, eating together, talking to each other, and celebrating each other's birthdays and achievements 

 all I wish is that I could have had a normal family one that didn't take all their anger out on me a family that protected me a family I could feel like I could talk to and feel comfortable around and not feel like I'm going to get hit whenever I do something wrong or when I come home one minute late or when they're angry or when they need to blame someone for something they did 

I have always wanted a family that treated me like one of their own and now I have that I'm so happy and I hope I can have them for a long time, I don't even know how I deserve this but I guess I don't really know anything anymore so I am just going to take all the love I can get and I won't take it for granted but I will take all I can give and I'll love them like my family and hope I'll get it back in return 

I'm so happy that Colby found me when he did because I don't know what I would do without him or I don't know what would have happened if he didn't like I could be dead or still getting abused by my dad and mum 

Colby tapped me on the shoulder bringing me out of my thoughts 

"what's up," I asked

"you ok your crying," he asked