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y/ns pov

I sat down  in the middle of Sam and colby and we watched what they were watching 

"hey y/n" Colby says 

"ya," i say 

"do you want dinner," he says

"no I'm not hungry" I say 

I hated lying to people but I don't know what they are going to say and what they are going got do because when I opened up about me having an eating disorder before they left me the next day so I have not talked about it since and I feel bad for lying to Colby because I am addicted to his videos but I can't trust anyone 

"ok well tell me when you are" he says 

ok" I say knowing dam well I am not going to 

"omg I forgot to introduce you to the guys" Colby said

"colbs it ok i know who they all are" I said with a small laugh at the end

"oh ya I forgot you watch us" he says ]

after ten minutes i started getting tied so i taped colby on the shoulder

"ya" he said 

"I'm going to go to bed good night" i said

"ok good night" he said

"goodnight everyone" i said 

"goodnight" everyone said

i got up and i went into the room i was staying in and fell straight to sleep 

the next day

I woke up and looked at the time and it was 12 pm 

"shit i sleeped in"i wisped 

i was getting up when i head a knock on the door

"come in" i said 

"good afternoon" colby said

"hey" i say getting up and walking to the bathroom to wash my face 

"here is some cloths for you to wear today" colby said 

"thanks do you have a jumper i can borrow" i asked

"ya I'll be right back" he said

he came back with the jumper and then left the room and I got changed into the clothes and went downstairs and saw everyone sitting on the kitchen stools 

"hey guys," i said 

"hey" everyone said 

i sat down next to sam and laid my head on the counter

"you ok" sam asked

"ya I'm still a littlebit tied" i said 

"what do you want to eat" colby asked 

"nothing im not hungry" i said and colby looked at me with a worried face

"you haven't eaten all day you have to eat something" colby said 

"ok fine what  do you have" i said 

"everything,"  he said

"Mac and cheese is fine thanks"i said 

"ok he said 

he made me the food and i started eating it but after five mouth fulls i started feeling sick 

"wheres the bathroom" i ask

"right there why are you ok" he asked but i ignored him because i couldn't speak 

i ran to the bathroom and heard someone following me but couldn't give a shit and shut the door and started to throw up into the toilet 

i finished up and washed my hands and mouth and then went back to the bench ignoring the person at the door of the bathroom 

"you ok?" colby asked i could tell he was worried

"ya I'm fine i just don't feel well" i lied 

"oh ok what can i do to help you" he said 

"can you take me home please?" i asked

"ya sure" he said

"ok thanks" i said

we drove to mine and i got out of the car and went to the front door and took a deep breath and then sneeked into the house and into my room without getting caught and went into my bed and went onto my phone when my dad came barging into my room 

"WHERE WERE YOU LAST NIGHT?!" he screamed at me

"i-im s-sorry"i said backing up and tears started falling down 

he grabbed me by my jumper and thew me into the wall and started kicking me and punching me  but before i passed out  someone came running in and hit my dad in the balls making him fall down and then i felt someone pick me up and i started crying into their shoulder 

"hey hey hey y/n its ok" they said 

"c-colby?" i said 

"ya its me" he said

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