A Dream of Life

Chapter- 3

Y/n's POV-

I gulped the huge lump in my throat and looked at Jungkook who was now sitting across me on the couch. Whereas I just stood there ashamed in front him. There was a weird silence between us until he spoke.

Jungkook- Aren't you going to explain why you ran off?

I looked down, my heart weighing with guilt and his stare was making it even more worse.

Jungkook- Kang Y/n... I didn't come so far just to see you being quiet like this.

Y/n- I-I couldn't, I wasn't ready. If I had married you, I would've only ruined your life. I am really sorry for suddenly backing off but what I did was the best choice for the both of us.

Jungkook- You are no one to decide what is good or bad for us. Do you even know because of your stupid decision, my dad had a heart attack and now he is lying in the hospital bed!

I was more than heartbroken to hear that. My eyes stung with tears. Because of me Jungkook's dad had to suffer. I never thought something like this would happen. His eyes were fuming with anger and resentment and mine with guilt.

Y/n- I-I...

I had nothing to say. He stood up and came to me.

Jungkook- What would you have done if my dad would've died because of your recklessness? Do you even realize what you have done? No, you just want to run away from everything and just stay here alone peacefully without any responsibilities, isn't it? And I thought you were a better person. You are nothing but a coward, a damn selfish coward!!!

I fell to my knees utterly distorted, tears flowing uncontrollably. Until now I kept thinking what I did was right but now I am regretting it really bad. I should've thought about others even if it meant for me to sacrifice my life. How can I be so selfish?

Y/n- I-I am sorry Jungkook... I am really very sorry... I really didn't mean to hurt anyone... I am so sorry...

I grumbled with the last bit of sanity I had left with, expecting he would forgive me. But how can he when he almost lost his father because of me.

Jungkook- The harm has already been done, what's the use of apologizing now. But I want you to live with guilt and regret all your life... I hope you really do.

I cried even more as his words pierced my heart like stabbing needles. I was already suffering as it is and my headache was making it worse. The pain kept rising every second until my eyes gave out. The last thing I remember was falling hard to the ground.

Jungkook's POV-

My breath hitched when I saw her kneeling figure suddenly dropping down to the floor. Did she just pass out?

Jungkook- Kang Y/n?...

I called her out but she didn't respond, panicking me. I went to her and shook her by her shoulder but she was still the same. I picked her up in my arms and laid her down on the couch. Going to the kitchen, I brought a glass of water and sprinkled some on her face. But still no response. I got my phone out and called a doctor that I knew.

Jungkook- Doctor, someone just fainted, what do I do?

Doctor- Was there a cause for her to faint? Like low blood sugar level or maybe some kind of stress?

Jungkook- I think it would be because of stress.

Doctor- Calm down, just give her some time and she'll wake up. Just make sure to give some food when she does.

Jungkook- Is that all?

Doctor- Yes. Don't worry.

Jungkook- Thank you doctor.