Makinetic (NicoMaki)

Ima Kara Chousensha (glass)

"What the..." I screamed as I woke up, shot straight up in my bed."Not what I wanted... I wanted a dream with Nico... A dream as girlfriends... That was true but with Nico dying from my clumsiness? WHAT THE HELL?!"

I slapped myself until I realised that it was a dream and I was on a tantrum with myself.

"I really hope that isn't real..." I whisper as my voice shakes like an earthquake.

It was three in the morning so I tried to force myself asleep but failed to do so. I stood up and wobbled towards my piano and sat down. Luckily the central heating was on or I would of froze. It was April but it was still really cold as it's been raining all week. I placed my hands on the piano tiles as my right hand pressed down the E flat.

"aishiteru banza-i!

koko de yoke

watashi-tachi no ima ga koko ni aru

Aishiteru banza-i!

hajimatta bakari ashita mo yoroshiku ne

mada GO-RU janai..." I sang loudly to try and take the thought of Nico's death off my mind but failed. That dream has scarred my life... I suddenly burst into tears as it dripped onto my well looked after piano...

"I can't cry... I supposed to be calm and collected as of my normal personality... Maybe my AB blood type but I can't cry over a dream!" I said, telling myself off." Well I guess noones perfect... Especially me, I'm a disgrace to love... " I shouted as I punched my pillow so hard that feathers started flying out.

"ow..." I mumbled as I slammed my hand on the wooden pole at the side of my bed and got a splinter.

"I am acting so stupid tonight... Thanks dream... Best birthday present ever! A nightmare with my loved one dying painfully!" I muttered sarcastically, running arm across a brick to cut myself.

"Man... This dream is really giving me depression..." I whispered and I quietly sat down and calmed down a bit. I walked back towards my bed and dropped down, exhausted and slowly fell asleep again. This time, luckily, I didn't have a bad dream... Or really was that I couldn't remember it...

I jumped up on my bed and stretched while yawned.

"Ah... It's my birthday today... 19th April..." I muttered to myself. By the side of my bed was a massive gift box with a name tag in really neat writing.

To my wonderful daughter who is now 16...

I opened straight away and it was a golden with diamonds photo frame covering a precious picture of μ's.

"Thanks mom...I love you..." I whispered as I smiled to the picture frame. I jumped up and stripped myself of my pyjamas and pulled on my school uniform quickly and ran downstairs. The first thing I see laid out neatly on the table for breakfast is steamed tomatoes. I run up towards and swiftly grab a tomato as its my favourite. I pop it into my mouth whole and pack some tomatoes into my bag to bring to school. My parents always leave the house at 5am so I never really get to see them.

I calmly walk out of the mansion and head in the direction of school. As I pass the road to the arcade, I shiver and shake my head. Bad memories.

"... Ugh... Not this place... I'll be more careful," I whisper, hoping noones nearby.

"Sup Maki-chan! Isn't it your birthday today? Happy birthday!" A familiar voice calls.

I spin round to see Honoka-chan smiling at me and I force a smile back. They are so smiley, how do they smile at everything? Unlike me, Umi and Eri-Senpai... I mean Umi-chan and Eri-chan...