Honne o Kakushiteru (you're hiding your true intentions)

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"Nico-chan... What do you think they're planning to do?? To us??" I shuffled quietly towards Nico-chan and she replied with a shrug." I have a feeling that they're shipping us... Well we pretty much are already dating... Besides... It's July 18 today... We've almost been dating 3 months... Tomorrows our three month anniversary..."

"Yeah... Guess so... I wonder what Nozomi and Eri are thinking right now..." Nico mutters, holding my hand and swings it.

(Nozomi POV)
Ericchi... I have a really bad feeling..." I murmur and Ericchi walks over to me and stares at the card. I've drawn the 'Death card' (soz if it's made up). She gasps and hugged me tightly.

"Who is it?" She stammered, not particularly wanting to know the answer. I drew one of my μ's cards and I came to a conclusion.

"It's... Our... Smile..." I say, eyes closed. "Let's not tell Nicocchi or she's going to break into tears... Well... Let's tell Maki-chan though as she's more level-headed..." I mutter and Ericchi nods. She walks over to Maki and pulls her over.

"Ehhh... Eri-chan! What do you want? I'm talking to Nico!" Maki pouted as I laid down the death card on the floor, next to the momoiro egao card. I heard her choke up her tears and cover her mouth with her hand.

"Maki-chan... Be careful of everything... Especially on the road..." I whisper and Nicocchi starts walking over towards us.

"Maaaki-chan, why are you crying! I don't like to see you cry!" Nicocchi frowns and softly embraces the crying Maki as I start to put away my cards.

"Maki-chan, the cards also tell me... That its your choice to... You know what. You probably don't want Nicocchi knowing or she'll break into tears," I try comforting her and holding her hand.

"Yeah... I can guess what I'll try to do... I bet it's the same as my dream but with a twist so..." Maki sniffles and NICO takes her away.

"Watch what your doing to my Maki-chan or you'll be sorry Nozomi..." Nico says fiercely, being all possessive over Maki-chan.

"Nozomi... You really scared Maki... I've never seen her cry like that before..." Ericchi shouts worriedly and I hug her.

"It's okay... She's going to die from her own will... Just to save someone... Very special to her..." I smile and Ericchi gaped at me.

"N-Nico??" She murmured and I nodded.

"Yes.... You've got it Ericchi..." I cry and we melt into each other's embrace.

(Nico POV)
What the hell did Nozomi do to make Maki-chan cry so hard? I hate it when she cries... It just makes me feel uncomfortable inside. I bet it was one of her stupid tarot card readings.

"Maki-chan... Nozomi mentioned something about you choosing to die. What's your intention. What are you going to do that's going to kill you?" I ask seriously. I really don't want my beloved girlfriend to die or I'll die.

"I-I... I can't tell you that Nico-chan... It's inevitable..." She whispered but I grab her shoulders and shake her.

" but it's your choice to die or not to! Please don't!" I scream but she cries even more.

"But if I don't, someone most dear to me will!" She shouts in my face and runs away." And I'll regret it my whole life!"

"Is it... Me?" I murmur as I prepared to chase after her.

(Maki POV)
I have to... I planned it out the whole time... I have to die because I don't want Nico-chan to. I love her and I'll hate my life if she dies. My dreams have already shown me that nothing can change the death. Even if we change the route. It really is inevitable...Nozomi meant that I can choose if I die or Nico-chan dies. I Will Sacrifice My Life When The Time Comes.

I lock myself in the music room and cry while playing the piano, thinking about my future. My parents shouldn't care about me overtaking the hospital. They should just give it to someone else because I'm going to die. I'm sure that if I died... I'll just leave Nico-chan crying on the streets... Like I did in my dream. But I can't hold it anymore. I've already seen her die enough and it's enough to last me a lifetime... Even though my life's going to end soon.

"MAKI-CHAN! WHERE ARE YOU!!!" I hear a voice ringing in my head. I suddenly jump back to reality and realise that it's Nico-chan screaming at me from outside the music room. I quickly unlock it and kiss her long and passionately. It could be one of our last so I better make the most of it. I could die any time. I think it's probably on the weekend... Hopefully not on July 22... That's Nico-Chans birthday and she'll cry and cry and cry and I don't want that to happen. But if she died on her birthday, I'll cry and cry and cry and that's an even worse birthday present.

Finally, we break away in the moonlight and we tightly embrace each other.

"Nico-chan... It's either I die or you die... I'm dying. I've already seen you die enough... Please forgive me..." I whisper as we both cry in the darkness, only lit by the moon.

A/N: I'm forcing myself out of writers block today!! So I'm writing for all my fanfics! And without the author notes, I've got exactly 900 words! It's pretty short cos me and my sis wanna get out and go to KFC and get some smoothies! Sorry... This is the worst reason ever isn't it... Well I'll be back... I need to do my KotoUmi and my Ficollection too so I might not update this till another few days, I'm thinking of starting another series, a LoveLive Fairytale thing!
I hope u GUYZ read it! Plz vote, comment, and share and stuff! ☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆

(Btw without this bracket, my author notes is exactly 100 words)

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