" I'm.. too weird? "

4 || bad day ||

INFO:
This chapter contains only Rui's POV
+ TW blood
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Last night, i haven't slept at all. Nothing helped,
not listening to pre-recorded lessons ( its strange because most of the times, always i fall asleep to them )
or some peaceful music. Maybe because it reminded me of our shows?
I don't even think i will be allowed to go back
...
This thought is the reason i couldn't sleep

" I won't be allowed in "

Even thinking of it, is giving me a shiver down my spine.
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It was 8 am. He had to hurry to the school.
But he didn't want to see his " friends " after all that.
After all, he had no choice. He is going to school today, no excuses
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9:10 am

I was sleeping all the time during the lesson. My reputation is more than dead, more or like betrayed
I was feeling sick as heck. But i couldn't just wake up and ask to go out
Well, i had to
So i asked,
"先生、トイレ行っていい？"
The teacher said no but i didn't care, i went there anyways.

Because i slept on my table, by nice shirt turned into a hot mess. I needed to deal with that too
While i was going to the toilets, i didn't really look where i'm going and before i know it, i bumped into someone.
It was someone a bit shorter than himself ( on 8cm according to pjsk )
It was.. TSUKASA?!

Oh no, no, no, NO
This is bad, very bad.
I was trying to run off but suddenly i felt something really painful in my throat and stomach.
And before i even knew what it was, i already spit out a lot of blood
I couldn't think at the moment
I couldn't talk
I couldn't move

Then, it was dark.
Again

I was in someone's hands, i don't know who is the person because i was too tired to even open my eye.
But i felt i was bleeding in some way
It was bad and it took all of my energy
Well, i didn't even have it to begin with

I managed to say something,
but it was faint mumbling
The person said something but
my ears rang so it was hard to understand something
I still don't know, what happened or how it happened

The only thing i can do is, staying alive

I felt that i was going to fall down so i hugged the person.
By the size of the body i had to cover with my hands, it has to be a male
( GUYS SORRY, I DIDN'T MEAN IT IN ANY SPICY WAY )
Oh don't tell me it is Tsukasa..
He finally could open his eyes and discover who the person was.
So, it wasn't Tsukasa at all. It was Akito
How come Toya or Akito is right in the place where something happens.
Thats a strange coincidence

Finally, Akito put him on an school infirmary bed. It was cold. It was uncomfortable but it is better that laying on the floor.
I was shivering but hiding it from Akito. I don't even think that Akito would notice such thing.

I was coughing blood over and over again. Akito would give me some medicine, which surprisingly worked but..
he still felt like he wanted to die
Maybe it just was like that
I have never thought of it like that

And, why Akito brought me here, i didn't see him anywhere when this happened
I thought it would be Tsukasa because he was the closest to me at the time
Well, what did i expect..
The day was awful
and my "friends" were worse

It makes me wonder does he just ran away after that happened or did he just..
Ignore me?

I couldn't help it when Akito already caught me crying. AGAIN

We still have the rest of the day so..
I managed to talk through the blood:
" Akito.. " cough " you can go on with your day " cough
" stop caring about me, " cough " i really don't deserve it.. "
(Edit:  damn, how i love drama)

Akito nodded silently. Rui is not kind of a guy to mess with, even when
he's sick.