M Y E V E R Y T H I N G

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I visit the basement everyday. I love it, I still hate him, I still don't believe he would do something so terrible.

It's been 2 months since I last was outside of this house. I'm adapting, I don't like it but one day I will leave. We talk now, not often. I'm short with him.

He walked up from the basement, he was down there before I woke up. I want to cry. I dismiss him, he walks up stairs and turns on the shower. My head falls into my hands. Why does this have to be so hard. I love him more then myself. It's weird it feels like he died and this is a new person. This isn't my Nathan. I hate him for that, I want to rip out his heart and break it like he broke mine.

He comes home a few hours later

"Hey Rose, I'm leaving for a few hours tonight."

"Why" I ask I'm actually very confused he doesn't have friends he can't. Everyone thinks he is dead.

"It's a business deal" his tone is secretive

"Can I come?" I ask

"No" he says his tone getting stronger

"Why?"

"Because"

"Not a answer" he looks torn, he wants me to leave this house. He scared.

"You are going to be the death of me"

"You were almost the death of me." I laugh

He didn't find that funny

"You owe me" I say

"Fine, go get dressed now."

I run upstairs fuck I don't have make up

"Nathan! I need makeup"

He hear him leaves and 5 minutes later he comes back. And gives me everything I need, he gets in the shower. I get ready, he also had a red dress in my exact size and shoes. I know it was for me.
He's hot enough to get laid. But he's dead. He has matching shoes in my room too.

I get dressed thank his my hair is straight.

"Rose hurry up"

I walk down stairs, he stumbles back. He doesn't say anything but he looks like he just feel back in love. He smiles. God that smile. We leave in his car. While in the car his holds my hand. I don't know why I let him. But I did, it felt weird. I didn't like it. We finally pull up to this bar.

"I will walk in first"

"No you won't Rose." He says

"I know he's here" the he was Nathan's best friend.
Tyler, he is the whole reason I'm here.

"What" Nathan is so confused he stops the car and looks at me.

"You heard me" I get out of the car, and walk in. I have a gun hidden in my dress. Dumbass.

When I walk everyone's head turns, I feel even better. I'm scared, I'm going to kill someone tonight.

"Tyler, you look like you have just seen a ghost."

He looks me up and down. Good. I take a seat next to him.  I put my hand on his thigh. I never thought I would ever use my body.

"Wow." He says

Men.

"You are so much better then Nathan."

"Good, your here with him?"

"Yes, but I'm leavening with you."

He smiles, "good" Nathan walks in he looks like I just ripped his heart out and cut it in half. I feel guilty I don't know why. I want him to feel this way. I thought.

"What is going on here."

I need him to believe me.

"I found my way you ass" he looks like so hurt. I wince at the look in his eyes.

I lean over and whisper in Tyler's ear.

"Your house"

He smiles and slides his hand up my thigh. Tyler is good looking he has blonde hair, blue eyes a scar above his eye. He is wearing a very tight suite it clings to his body. Nicely. After the meeting I leave with Tyler. Nathan was left sitting at that table. Looking down.