M Y E V E R Y T H I N G

{18}

I walk in to the room, he looks horrified. He jumps out of bed. He grabs a knife. This cunt was planning on killing me.

"Great minds think alike" he says

This makes me feel not nearly as guilty. I get ready to shoot when he lunges at me. I jump back dropping the gun. He starts trying to stab at me. Chocking me. I'm panicking, kicking him while trying to grab the gun. I finally grab it. Hit him in his head and jump up and run out of the room.

"You whore" he screams

He runs after me, I trip and he the knife goes into my side. Shit. I grab his hair and throw him off of me. Then i stand up.

I have the chance I'm going to take it. I shoot him in the shoulder he stumbles back.

"You may not have killed her but your the reason. I hope you fucking go to hell you man whore."

"Fuc"

I cut him off my killing him. He falls to the ground. I run. I find his office searching for something that makes Nathan innocent. I find a emails

Oh my god

He's innocent, he did ask the pilot but Tyler made it happen. I run out of his house. I sprint back to to Nathan's house.

I bang on the door.

Nothing.

I scream

I hear running.

He opens the door I'm out of breath. I'm covered in blood, some mine some Tyler. Nathan grabs my arm and pulls me in to the house. He backs away.

I cry

"I killed him"

He hugs me, I sob, I wail, I scream. He holds me, and then helps me up and brings to a hospital. Then he leaves. The doctor knows Nathan and knows he didn't stab me. The doctor doesn't ask questions. When Nathan comes back. He whispers in my ear

"It's okay, baby it's okay."

I let myself melt into him. We go home and I'm so tired I fall asleep in the car. He picks me up and brings me into his bed. He sets me down and wraps me in the blankets. Then he wraps himself around me, holding my hand. I let him, I can't tell if I love him. Or if I hate him.