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**continuation from last chapter. Still Amayas pov.**

"What?" Olivia asks as she holds Amanda in her arms, "he's dead?"
"Afraid so." I frown softly, "he was killed at the bus station. We couldn't find who though."
"Oh sweetheart." Liv squeezes Amanda softly, "I'm so sorry!"
"He was supposed to father his daughter." She cries
"Your pregnant?" I ask her
"4 months." She mumbles.
"Ok, here's the plan." Liv tells me, "I'm going to take Amanda home. Care for her, she's going to live with me now, until, she is ok. Homicide will take he case. The others get here tell them that they can investigate the case or pass it to Brooklyn SVU. It's close enough. It's right near our borough separation."
"Yes liv, bye." I nod
"Bye." She grabs her coat and bag and leaves with Amanda.
I  wait by my desk, tears dripping down my face. Fin and Amaro come back in. They see me.
"Amaya? Where is cap and Rollins?" Fin asks, "Carisi too?"
"Um, carisi was killed at the bus station." I tell them, "Amanda is gone home with Liv. Liv said we can pass the case to Brooklyn SVU. Hom will take the carisi's case. I going home."
"Oh no, is Rollins ok?" Amaro asks
"No, she's four months pregnant with his girl." I whisper softly, "bye."
They nod and I leave. I drive to the apartment and go inside. I unlock the door. It's 3pm. Mason is on the couch with the kids. They look up. Lilah see me.
"Mamaaaaa!" The energetic 10 year old runs to me, still in her school uniform.
"Hi sweetheart." I hug her.
She goes back over to the couch and the others smile.
"Hi mama." Mellie smiles.
"Hi." Livia waves her tiny three year old hand.
I immediately burst into tears and run to my room. Mason comes in a second later. I lie on the bed and hold a pillow to my chest. Mason comes and sits beside me.
"Maya, sweetheart, what's wrong my love?" He strokes his hand through my hair softly
"Carisi was murdered today!" I cry out.
"Oh love," he lies down and pulls me into his chest.
I listen to his heart beat and stop crying. He rubs my back gently.
"Hush my love, it's alright ." Mason soothes, "do you want to go out to the kids, there worried."
I nod and get up. I change into some comfier clothes and head out. I sit on the couch. Lilah cuddles into me.
"Momma, you ok?" She asks
"Uh, uncle Dom, I tell her, "he died today. A very mean man killed him."
"no, uncle dom!" Lilah cries
I hold her tightly. She was really close with him. We watch a movie. We relax. At 6, I order dinner. We get Chinese. It hit 730 and I take Livia to bed. I tuck her in.
"Wawabuy?" She asks.
"Yeah, mama will sing you a lullaby." I whisper.
"Otay." She smiles.
"Sleep, sleep sleep," I sing softly, "mama's right here, your ok, you'll be fine, just close your pretty eyes. Angels will guard you from the devils, you will be safe. Sleep, sleep, sleep."
Livia falls asleep. I quietly walk out. I join the others on the couch. At 8 the older to go to bed. I go tuck them in.
"Can you sing us the lullaby you used to?" Lilah asks.
"Sure my big girl." I gently murmur
"Lullaby!" Mellie smiles, her six year old girl with a couple gaps.
"Sleep, sleep, sleep," I sing the same lullaby I sung to Livia, "mama's right here, your ok, you'll be fine, just close your pretty eyes. Angels will guards the devils, you will be safe. Sleep, sleep sleep."
I quietly leave and go to bed. I fall asleep.

A/N: sorry about the short chapter, I will try and update every day, but with balance of school and EC activities it may be tricky, I will try my best. Some may be posted multiple in a day. Thnx!

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