𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐁𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐞

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⁂𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐚 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐝⁂

Have you ever just felt like disappearing?
The wish for if you did disappear no one would notice that you're gone, they would even forget about your presence.

Well that is exactly how I feel at this moment. Why do I feel like this? I'm even wondering that sometimes.

Perhaps because I don't really have anyone to rely on, my own parents disowned me just because of a misunderstanding between me and my Dad. If I look back on it now I would say that it wasn't all my fault seeing they never really cared for me anyways. I always felt like I was in the way like I didn't even belong.

My mum and dad only looked after me because they had to do so, I am their daughter anyway. They didn't want any children but I happened and neither one of them was excited about it so  after my birth they decided to never have other children, leaving me all by myself.

It was as if they would pin all the bad on me.

I even tried being the perfect daughter thinking that if I were to show them I am worthy of their care and love they would shower me with it, but instead I got showered by anything I wanted, expect their attention and love.

My parents are wealthy people and known in the business world, they wanted me to follow in their footsteps but what I wanted never mattered to them. I said 'no' and that is just when a whole argument began with me and dad and I got kicked out.

So I don't have anyone to really talk to about this whole situation I'm in right now. I'd say yes I do have friends and now that I moved here I'm even closer to some of my friends but they're all busy with their own lives so I wouldn't want to intrude.

I've read books where the girl in the story would sometimes even talk to their maid, but Nina already doesn't like me. I can just sense the hate even if I just walk by so I guess I'll just have to keep everything that is happened to myself.

I stripped myself from the milk covered dress allowing it to fall to the ground, ready to change my clothes, opening the doors of the walk-in closet, I stand there waiting for anything in my closet to grab my attention but nothing did.

I might as well just go for a run. I grabbed the black leggings and the black and green sport's bra, going along with a pair of sneakers.

Looking at myself in the full body mirror I almost didn't recognize myself, I actually look good in this. My body is not as thin like the super models, instead I have a whole hourglass figure.

I also thank heavens for my breasts. Their not small neither are they too big. But in this bra a bit of my cleavage is showing and I surely don't want a creep eyeing me from his car as I run.

Grabbing the black silk cardigan sweater I zip it up, tying my hair in a high ponytail I wash my face jogging downstairs.

I'm not going to be acting like a mouse on the look out for Nina and Lucas anymore seeing I have the exact same right as them to be here.

So if they don't like me that is their problem not mine.

Walking into the kitchen I see Nina cleaning the kitchen table sets but no sign of Lucas, thank goodness.

The mess I had made with the milk also clean, I open the fridge to grab a bottle of water then closing it again, I notice the way Nina is eyeing me and I feel a bit spiteful so I purposely open the bottle of water allowing it to slip out of my hands, the water spilling on the floor.