Never let you go!

23

One month later :-

" Where's daddy ? , It's been days mommy why is he not coming to us " both of them asked shaking Anna's shoulder . She was sitting like a dead body not talking to anyone , hair undone , chapped lips , teary eyes . Holding his photograph close to her heart sitting like a crazy person .

" Come here look uncle make you shake and pancakes " jihun said coming to them .

" You're not my daddy , i am not going to eat with you " Emma shouted on him since taehyung left he was doing what he could for them .

" Emma Don't say like this please " Taemin hugged her for calming her down. She was not laughing like other days not playing with anyone , she was just waiting for her daddy to come , swing her in his arms like before .

" When will daddy come oppa ? " She cried loudly in his arms .

" Where are my kids ? Where's my Emma come here look what grandpa brought you " taehyung's father tried to cheer her , she ran in his arms crying more loudly .

" Look i brought you chocolates-

" No no , i don't want chocolates . I want daddy , please pa bring daddy back . Please pa " he wiped his own tears before wiping hers . It was hard for him to live like that after losing his son .

" God called your daddy , now he's with God . Don't worry daddy is alright there just pray to god , ask him to take care of daddy " he said caressing her hair .

" Why daddy is there pa ? " Taemin asked sitting beside him .

" Because God needs him more than us , your daddy is a good men , right ? That's why God called him "

" What about us pa ? And daddy is alone there , should i ask daddy to call me-

" No , never say like that Emma . Daddy want you to be here and become a officer like daddy , let's go to park now " he took them out just to make them forget .

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" Anna eat something please you need to take your medicine " her sister said sitting infront of her with the tray of food .

" I want my taehyung bring him , I'll do whatever you say eonnie " she said crying .

" What do you think , you're doing hnn ? Do you think if you do all this Taehyung will be happy , looking at you like this . You're harming the baby inside your womb , atleast think about your baby . It's a last precious gift of taehyung for you so please "

" Leave it here I'll eat later , leave me alone please "  her sister got out of room leaving her alone . She cried out loud closing the door .

You lied taehyung , you left me here all alone . Please comeback please , i am sorry for what i said , please comeback  i need you .

Your love needs you please comeback I'd die without you . If you're not coming then I'll come there .

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" Medicine ? " Taehyung's mother asked to Anna's sister when she found her coming out of room .

" She'll take later , kids came or not they must be hungry ? " She asked back.

" They both are sleeping , feed them once they wake up . Check on her time to time don't leave her alone for too long " she said before going back with heavy heart .

" Jihun eat something , where are you going ? "

" Going to yeonjun he must be alone and he also asked me to come , he wanted to talk about something . I am not hungry noona " he said .

" Please wait here actually Anna is alone and i need to do some work so just wait i am coming " she said before going , jihun stood there waiting for her .

Should I check on her ?

He walked to upstairs to check on Anna  , he knew how much it's hard for her to live without taehyung . He is dying everyday knowing he can't do anything for her . Door wasn't closed so he just open to look if she's sleeping or crying like other days , but he saw that no one imagined , she was trying to hang herself she was committing suicide . He barged in , he lift her throwing the rope away from her neck , she was hitting him crying louder .

" LEAVE ME I WANT TO DIE " she cried shouting on him , everyone gathered in her room hearing her .

" ARE YOU MAD , WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING ? " He shouted holding her trying to make her stay .

" What happened ? Anna are you okay " her mother in law asked to her .

" Why are you shouting on her , go from here . Is this a way to talk to her ? "

" I'll shout more if she didn't understand , she was committing suicide eomma . Killing yourself isn't a way of anything try to understand you've kids here , do you think whatever you're doing taehyung would be happy seeing you like this tell me ? " Jihun asked shouting on her . He knew her situation made her but he can't lose someone that his brother always loved .

" Get out you're also not doing anything right shouting on her " his father said he got out house being angry on himself .

" Taehyung faught with me for you that boy faught with me who never dared looked in my eyes in my whole life and you're leaving just like that ? I'll support you do whatever you want but don't do anything that cause your kids to live like an orphan . This time is crucial for everyone daughter but we've to live because this is what life is , focus on what's coming " he said before leaving .

" Let it out but don't do anything like this again please " her mother in law tried to calm her hugging .

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" Appa is calling you , i am here you can go " her sister sat beside her caressing her hairs , Anna fell asleep crying .

" Why you called me ? " She asked to her husband .

" How's she ? " He asked about Anna turning to her wiping his tears .

" Just fell asleep , she was just crying telling me she wants to kill herself . I can't understand what to do "

" It's not good for her always crying like this , she's carrying a live inside her . I've came to a decision and i think it might don't sound good but by the time everyone needs someone-

" What are you thinking ? I am not letting her go away from us she's our son's widow "

" I am not saying this , after the delivery i want her to marry jihun . Jihun is only i can trust now to keep my grandchildren close to us , she's in grief but she'll need someone by the time . I'll talk to her father "

" Jihun ? You know he's not going to agree with this , he can't even think like this "

" Only he can do and he need to understand this " he said before leaving the room .