Never let you go!

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" So , what do you wanna say ? You sent kids to misu's house , is it very important . Am i going to be dad again ? Don't make me wait just say it already love " She hesitated before saying , it was really hard that her eyes filled with tears .

" Promise me you won't refuse " she asked giving her hands to him , he held it tightly assuring her .

" Let's get divorce taehyung-

He didn't even let her complete he stood up from bed .

" Are you kidding me ? Is this even a joke Anna " he yelled at her .

" It's not a joke , i want divorce from you and trust me it's for our good " she tried to hold him but he showed his hand .

" Breaking home is a good thing really ? I never knew this . Who told you this ? Mina , she said it this to you . I can't believe she's my-

" First hear me out taehyung look at me , i am not asking for divorce because she said . I am asking because i want divorce from you "

" Why are you doing this love ? Slap me twice , thrice how much you want but don't ask for seperation please. I beg you " she backed away when he knelt down.

" I fell out of love taehyung and i can't live here anymore please try to understand " she lied because it's not easy to coax taehyung in this matter .

" You fell out , Since when ? You're lying once we love someone we stay by there side till the end now stop lying , stop being so cruel to me "

" I don't want to explain and i am not the one who's being cruel it's you , you're the one who's being cruel to yourself . Do you think i don't know ? You're taking sleeping pills continuously even when i am here ! "

" I don't know anything you're not leaving me ! I've promised that never let you go-

" This is a lie taehyung ! Never let you go is just a mere lie nothing else so please let me go "

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Present time :-

" Daddy ? " i snapped out of the memories of a month ago .

" Yes Taemin , do you need anything ? " I asked caressing his hair , he was standing infront of me and i didn't noticed .

" Tomorrow I will sleep with mommy in new home right ? And Emma will sleep here " He asked i nod my head can't say no to him .

" Let's sleep Taemin " i said carrying him in my arms , i went to his room because i can't see my bedroom empty without her . It's hurting me to the core , I've never imagined this pain can be this much because i thought I'd die but here i am alive because of them .

" Daddy why mommy is living there ? " I don't know what to answer him now , should i say i am an abusive husband or should I say i don't deserve anything good in my life .

" Can I tell you a story , would you like to hear daddy ? " He smiled happily .

" Once upon a time there was a loser-

" What's loser daddy ? " He asked in between.

" An idiot who lose everything by his stupidity , he was unlucky since birth his father always burdened him to study hard , study always , don't think about anything except studies-

" He did everything ? What his father asked daddy "

" Yes , he did everything but he lost when he fell-

I was going to continue but he fell asleep in my arms , atleast I've two angels for my whole life . I think i should thank you for this , so thanks god for everything.