Days I spent alone in my room.
just waiting for the feeling of warmth,
waiting for the universe to treat me fair.
finding meaning, reason for each one of my pains.
I am so grown now, so much to talk about
so much to be happy about, so many people praising,
but it is still me, still the same little person that was shamed for everything I did.
A hurt lonely child, the fear of loneliness, the loneliness that became home.
It doesn't matter how much you grow or how much you can give yourself,
the little person that was hurt, the little voices saying you're not good enough,
every day you wake up and be better than you were yesterday,
still feeling empty, still feeling like you are nothing but
what they said you were going to be.
YOU ARE READING
The poem of Crito
PoetryThe pursuit of wisdom, The journey of words, You are the lost poet. You look for in this generation, lost words, loss of the critique of life.