♥~𝐌𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐱á𝐰𝐧𝐠~♥--♥𝐋𝐨'𝐚𝐤♥

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"To choose from, there were many; among them, there were some. And of those, I loved you, more than any- but not as much as one."

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Lo'ak and I woke up fighting. He says, "last night doesn't mean anything to me." I didn't understand why he had said that. I felt something, but supposedly he didn't feel anything. After hours he brought up the past. How my Father and Colonel Socorro tried to kill his family. "Why are you even here!?" I yelled. "You just want me to feel guilty, you want me to FEEL A SHAME OF MYSELF!" I kept on yelling in his face, I couldn't stand being in there arguing with his ass. "I'm not the person you think I am!" I continued. "Love someone else... I've tried loving you but every time I do.. I just don't.. feel the way he felt." He explained.

He explained his feelings to me, I held him tightly against my chest, he even started to cry. "I'm sick and tired of how I've treated Neteyam. He was my brother, but I didn't treat him that way. He was always the perfect little soldier, but he was always my perfect older brother." He explained while tearing up more. "Lo'ak.. I know how you feel, you're not the only one who lost someone that day. He was my future.. he was my kid's Father. Lo'ak, he forgives you how you acted when you said that he wasn't your brother that Payakan was. No matter what, he will always forgive you." I smiled and then kissed his forehead.

He started to apologize to me, and begged me to forgive him. I held him, and shushed him down so he could settle his breathing. "I will always forgive you, even on the darkest days." I rubbed his back. He looked up at me and smiled, "I know." I looked down at him. "On the darkest days, you would always fuck me." He said. "What do you mean Lo'ak?" I asked. "On the day Neteyam died, you wanted to fuck me." He chuckled. "That's not true!" I yelled. "I want to have Lo'ak between my legs!" He mocked the lies that someone had told him. "And guess what! I was between them last night you fucking whore!" He starts to laugh. I gasped, "Who said I wanted to fuck you the day Neteyam died!?" I cried. "Someone~" He starts to rub me down below. "Stop!" I stepped away. "I can't even look at you anymore." I said with disgust.

"Ao'nung says the same about you. He always knew you were a whore, so that's why he never liked you." Lo'ak chuckled. I slapped him across the face. "You're a damn fucking SHXANWNG!" I slapped him again. "I hate you Lo'ak! I wished I never came to Pandora. I fucking hate you!" I ran into the bathroom and locked myself in it. I thought the argument was over, but he wanted to continue. I slid against the door to the ground crying while holding my head. 

Lo'ak POV-

My eyes widened when she slapped me, I didn't expect that she was going to slap me twice. I watched her run into the bathroom and slammed the door behind her. "Kaira!" I ran to the bathroom to apologize. "Please open the door! I'm very sorry for what I had said." I rested my head on the door. "I hate you.. I don't understand why I had dated you.." She said with a muffled voice on the other side of the door. "I'm sorry, I was just mad, and irresponsible with what I had said to you. Please forgive me.." I begged. "No! I hate you, I want you gone, and never come back!" She yelled. I closed my eyes with tears in them. "I'm truly sorry Kai.." I said to her while walking out the door.

Kaira POV-

I heard the door close. I wiped my tears and walked out, I heard a knock. "Come in..!" I said. "Can't forget Ne'tai.." Kiri said while giving me the baby. "I'm sorry.. Kai. I didn't expect that he would do that.. He's just depressed, and he has a cold heart.. But every time he's around, he has a big smile and you could tell that he's more happy around you. He loves you, but he can't tell you for many reasons. One reason, he feels like he's fucking his own sister in law, and he also knows that he had you first but still can't.." Kiri grabbed my hand. "He loves you Kaira.. But he can't tell you. Please forgive him." She begged. "No.. he called me a whore.. Why should I forgive him when he called me a whore!" I yelled with anger. "He called you a whore!?" Her eyes widened. "Y-yes.." I cried. "That little shit.." She ran out of the room.