Taekook Oneshots🔞 || Taekook Oneshots

Retrouvailles ( End )

Jungkook entered the hospital room and saw Taehyung sitting there with his back pressed against the pillow. Taehyung looked at him from his lap, and Jungkook felt his heart getting squeezed how tears rolled over his cheeks.

He went and sat himself beside him. Reaching his hand he held Taehyung’s hand and hide his bony hands in between his. " Why? " He asked, his own voice cracking as if he was trying his best to hold himself to cry. " Why, Tae, why? Did- did you really think I would leave- "

Taehyung let out a sound of grief. An extreme pain. " No! No- no I didn't. " He said. He placed the palm of his other hand on Jungkook’s, tears falling down and covering the whole area of his cheeks. " I- I just didn- didn't want you to- you to ruin your life for me. I- I had no use for you. I- I was just going to be burden- "

Jungkook watched him in disbelief. A scoffing sound leaving past his throat, as he gaped at him with despair and disappointment both. " You- you thought I married you for s*x? And when we couldn't have it becuase you were going through this I would leave you? Huh? Do I stand this low in front of you? "

Taehyung shaked his head desperately, his whole figure trembling and quivering with hiccups leaving his lips. " Kook- Kook, No. We- we didn- didn't had that much to pay for everything. You- you would've killed yourself to save me. I knew. That's why- "

" But then you killed me, Tae. You did kill me. Not just once but twice. You think I was living when I didn't had you beside me? You thought I was living? You really thought I was just going to continue my life as I did when my heart stayed with you the whole time? "

Taehyung snatched his hands back from Jungkook’s, and wiped his tears. " I- I know. But, it was way better than seeing me dying infront of your eyes. I- I didn't want you to be the one carrying me to cemetery. I didn't want you to cry at my- "

' Shut up! " Jungkook almost screamed, the tears which he tried to hold back now overflowed down, " You- you aren't dying, you get it? Stop being so pathetic. Stop it! You- you are going to live. For- for me! For- for me, you- you have to. You have to, Tae. " Jungkook voiced out, crying.

Taehyung formed a thin line out of his lips, and shaked his head. " Joon said it- its getting worse. Its getting worse, Love- " He paused, throat getting dry with the word he called Jungkook. Immediately, he sniffled and cleaning his tears he mumbled a little, " Am sorry. I- I know I lost the right to call you tha- "

Jungkook pressed his hand over his lips, " No. You- you can. Call- call me that, please. I- I feel like I spent my whole life waiting for you to call me that. "

Taehyung held Jungkook’s wrist softly, closing his eyes, he pressed a soft kiss over his skin, but then suddenly a reminder had him moving back from Jungkook like his skin had pierced him. And Jungkook, he got it. Smiling with utter most melancholia he scooted over to Taehyung and pressed a soft kiss over his jaw, that had Taehyung’s eyes widening at him.

" Do- don't come near me. It- it might- "

Jungkook smiled, and kissed the tip of his nose.." It won't. We- we can even kiss. The skin contact doesn't make it transfuse into the other. One only gets infected if they are related sexu*lly or use of same needles and stuff like that. It- it doesn't get- "

Taehyung pressed a hand over his chest, pushing him back a little with his hand shaking a little from the amount of force he applied even though it was nothing. ( his body was extremely weak)

" But still. Whatever it is. I- I just don't wanna put  you danger. I- I don't want you to lose your life because of me.."

Jungkook chuckled, " Lose my life? What life are you talking about? " Jungkook arched a brow, and then leaning down he kissed the back of Taehyung’s hand, " Am not letting my life leave me. Am not. I'll save my life and then make him mine, again. "