Problems/vents

24/4/23

Anxiety sucks >:/
I hate having Ptsd Because it has caused me major separation anxiety and I can't stay away from my mum. And the shit thing is that I can never attend excursions Because I will most likely resort to harm. It's so fucking annoying and sad, I get super sick and hyperventilate Beacuse I'm not near my Mum. So I can't go on trips otherwise everyone will have to deal with a depressed child vomiting all night. My mum knows I can't help it. I couldn't even focus on the movie today without panicking.

My dads the reason I have developed this ptsd as he would take me away from my HOME to His, it's 5 hours away from my home town and made me sob constantly all night long.. and he ignored my cry's.
I would yell for my mum, "Mumma I want my mummy." Was What I would scream while hitting the door. I was fucking 5..

Anyway enjoy the kitty photo, Her name is Molly-Mellow