Problems/vents

10/3/23

A shitty Friday
Why do I always feel ignored? It's like, I try to talk and then people Fucken don't talk to me? I don't have an angry personality but I felt super pissed off after today and stormed off after my friends kept telling me it was my friend and my faults. I also cried today Because we had to watch the holocaust video shit, like bro I cried of course. And now my knees hurt due to problems and doing sport so yeah, a great Fucken day. I suck at paying attention while playing DnD, I can't focus on myself anymore and now I want to cry all the time, I am emotionally drained and physically tired. And I hate venting to my partners since I know it makes them feel like shit.