Brotherly affairs (OffGun, TayNew, JoongDunk)

3 (OffGun)

Off's POV

It's Saturday and I can't wait for my brother's party. My parents told me his boyfriend is supposed to come and I really want to see how nervous Tay will be, presenting him to them. Needless to say I'm disappointed when my dear brother arrives alone, saying New couldn't make it because of some business trip or something. Boring. Who am I going to mess with now? Before I could properly get annoyed for lack of any interesting people here, I see a familiar face walking towards us. "Joong, Gun, you made it," Tay happily greets them as they wish him happy birthday. Since when do Gun and Tay know each other?? "Off this is Joong, New's brother and this is Gun, their best friend. Please show them around." I smile at him as he turns away from us, towards the door to greet his first guests. I awkwardly smile at Gun and the other guy and am truly grateful for Dunk as he comes to check if anyone's here already. I introduce him to my 'new friends' and follow as he shows them around.

Soon some other people come and I leave Dunk alone with the other two since they seem to get along extremely well. I on the other hand, cannot act normally next to them. Me and Gun have been together for almost a month now, but we're nowhere near ready to meet each other's parents. Or family. I'm not ready for my brothers to know who I'm dating, or that I am dating at all.

"Come on P', we have to do something so this party doesn't suck. Come dance with us!" "Sure." Against my will I join Dunk and help him drag some of our cousins to the dancefloor. I have to admit, we make quite a party. The birthday boy of course doesn't join, given he's all sulky, missing his dear boyfriend. Speaking of boyfriends, I'm finally not awkward around mine anymore. We've been around each other for a few hours now so we can act friendly without attracting any unwanted attention. But I did notice Joong looking at us secretly, so I'm pretty sure he knows something's up, or Gun straight up told him (which is fine).

I am surprised to see New coming in the middle of the night, going directly to our parents, talking for a while before mom goes off to find Tay. I thought he wasn't coming? Guess I was wrong. Anyways, the face my brother makes when he sees him, is priceless. He is shocked and truly happy. And now I'm happy when they both join us so we can party all night long. Quite literally. And when that night ends and Dunk comes to tell me, mom asked if Gun could sleep on the couch in my room, so he doesn't have to leave with a taxi, I was absolutely overjoyed. An awesome party and now I get to cuddle my boyfriend? What more could I possibly want.

"Are you sure noone from your family's going to burst in and see us?" "Babe, I'm sure. Noone's coming. My brothers will probably sleep for the majority of the day and spend the rest with your dear friends and my parents never come to my room, so it's fine. Just come here." I manage to finally convince him to sleep in my warm hug. We talk for a while but fall asleep rather quickly. And to my surprise we wake up quite early too, it's only 11 a.m. We decide to take a long hot shower since the others are probably still asleep. Then we lay on my bed only in our underwear and think about what we should do today. We're spooning and I'm caressing his arms. Suddenly someone knocks on my doors. We're both surprised and startled and all I can think of is pulling the cover over us, covering my body and well, my entire boyfriend since he isn't exactly tall.

Tay and New step into the room and I feel myself stuttering but I'm not sure what words come out of my mouth. When they leave I uncover Gun and sigh in relief. "In the bathroom?? Well done. Not suspicious at all." He sees my confused face and pinches my arm. "Ouch!" "Crybaby," he mutters then scoots over, takes my hands and places them around him, so we're spooning again. I hug him as tight as I can and kiss his cheek. "I know you want me to tell them, but I don't think I'm ready for that..." I almost whisper. "It's okay. We have time..." is the reply I get, but I know he doesn't like keeping secrets especially secret boyfriends. He came out a long long time ago and dating me kinda feels like being in the closet again. I know he would never say that, but I think that's how he feels. And I want to take that away, sadly I just don't believe I'm ready to tell everyone I'm not straight.

"You've gotten quiet. What are you thinking about?" "Nothing." "Off..." He turns so he is now facing me and gives me a demanding look. I sigh and admit what I was thinking about. "I know it won't convince you, if I just say that I don't feel like what you just said. But please believe me I have no intentions of rushing you into anything. I've told you I can wait for you to be ready to come out, before telling people we're together. And I also apologized for telling Joong and New. If I had known you know each other I wouldn't have said a thing." "I told you, you didn't have to apologise about that. They're your best friends, it's natural you want them to know you're with someone." "And it's also natural to take some time figuring things out, before telling the world who you are and how you feel." He looks at me reassuringly and I just melt into his arms. I love this guy so much. And I know we're only dating for a while but I feel like he's the one I'm meant to end up with.

"I love you," I whisper before realising it's the first time either of us have said that. I panic and look him in the eyes, wishing he'd say something positive. He smiles at me and cups my face. "Don't look so scared. I love you too." And he kisses me. He kisses me with love and passion. And that kiss ignites something in me. I pull him even closer than he already was and start caressing his back. Then I roll over so I'm now above him, gently place one hand on the back of his head and the other on his hip. Then I lean down to kiss him while his hands make way to my thighs. I press myself against him - gently so I don't crush him, but enough to feel connected to him. I start grinding against him and hear a light moan escape his lips among our kissing.

Then I immediately stop and back off, leaving some space between us, his hands resting on my butt. I look into his eyes. He looks lustful but also somehow scared. I remove the hair from his face and carefully ask: "Can I..." I'm not sure how to finish the question so I just grind against him again. He closes his eyes, squeezes my ass, pulls me closer so I basically fall onto him and whispers in my ear: "Do whatever you want," before biting it. I start kissing him passionately, leaving marks over his chest to his abdomen. We haven't done much more than kissing until now, cause I was slightly frightened of being intimate with a guy, given I have never done it before. But today I am not scared. All I can think about is Gun moaning my name as he cumms and with that image in mind I take off our boxers and start working towards making that image a reality.

AN/Sorry, I feel as if those chapters are really awkward. Also I feel like I'm a newbie all over again so excuse my cringe lines and/or poor situations...