So today is the first day of school and I'm super pumped! Note my sarcasm. Instead if waking up to my alarm clock, I woke up to my mom throwing a beer bottle at the side of my bed. Who drinks in the morning! Damn she has problems. So after I get up and dressed I'm off to walking to school with Sam and Rheonna. That's what I like about where I live. Right next to my friends and a 5 minute walk to school so I don't have to take the bus. Those things are disgusting.
"So have you found anything on your brother and dad?" Sam cautiously said
They have been gone for about a year and its still a touchy subject for me. I still don't show people when in sad and in this case, I don't think I ever will.
"Nope. I just miss him" I said with tears brimming my eyes, but that's all I showed.
"Well, We wish you the best Ally." They said in unison.
"Haha ya ok. Gotta go. English is a bitch."I said with a sudden new mood
"K bye" they chorused.
******On the way home******
"Hey ally, u wanna sleepover?"
"Sure i'll ask my mom. But she'll probably say no. You know with her work and everything." I feel bad that they don't know about my mom. I just don't want them to see my weak side and give me that damn sympathy look. God,I hate those. I got like a hundred of them when my brother and dad went missing. It was really annoying.
"Oh, ok well if you can just come over. My parents are gone tonight so, ya."
"K, bye lovelies, hehe"
"Byyyeeee gurl." They chorused. That's weird how they do that.
While in walking home I can't but just feel bad that I lied to them. I shrug off the thought when I reach my porch. I slowly open my door. The first thing I hear is my moms sickly sweet voice. "Oh Allyyy." She slurs in a sweet voice, but you can still hear the venom in her voice. "I have someone you would love to meet." She steps forward and out comes a man from the shadows. "Ally this is Vincent." He's a tall, buff, slightly bald, and his eyes contain an emotion that scares me for some reason. I'm not close enough to see and I'm not getting closer."Now Ally,he's paid me good money. So you do what the good man says. I have an appointment with Randy (Her drug dealer) so I won't be back until the morning. Have fun you two." Then she gave me a smirk/wink/disgusted look. Then like thy she was out the door.
Vincent stepped forward. "Hello pretty lady." He purred
"H-hi" ok, I'm not gonna lie, I scared shitless right now. Vincent steps forward again, but this time I step back. Since I have the best luck ever I find my back hitting a wall. Vincent steps forward again. He is now about a foots length away from me. " your mom seems nice. I mean she let me stay here ALL alone with you." He once again stepped forward, pressing his body against mine. "LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING!!!!!!" He roughly grabbed my chin and forces me to look in his eyes. When I look in his eyes I regret it. His eyes only have one emotion in there, lust. "I'm gonna make you feel sooooo good." He huskily whispers in my ears. He roughly grinds his hips against mine. I reply with a whimper. I should've just went to the sleepover. Why does karma hate me.
/sexual content if you cannot take this skip a couple pages until you see the words BRRINNNGG/
"Come on dont make this harder than it has to be. " I continue to struggle, but he is just too strong for me. "Fine. You wanna play hard,well play hard." Suddenly I'm lifted off of the ground. "LET ME GO!! HELLLPPPPP!!"I screamed,pleaded, and pounded on his back. All he did was chuckle. Next thing I know I'm tossed on my moms bed like a rag doll. "Now here's the rules. 1) you do what I say 2) I don't want you screaming anything except my name in pleasure" he smirked. I scowled. He starts to take off his belt slowly as if he was trying to tease me, but the only thing he was doing was making me want to throw up even more. "Now since I'm on rules too, I will use a condom but that doesn't mean I'm gonna go soft,lovely." I silently and surprisingly thanked my mom. I do not want to be pregnant at 17. This is going to be the worst night ever. I wonder if I could somehow........ I was pulled out of my thoughts when I realized Vincent was taking off my clothes. How did I not realize this was happening!!!????!?!?!? I started to try to struggle out of his grip, but I think he took it the wrong way. You see he was straddling me and I was wriggling my hips and hands making it look I was grinding him. I mentally slapped myself. "Little frisky are we? I like it." He simply smirked. He finally slipped off my pants leaving me in my undergarments. He hooked a single finger in the side if my underwear. I screamed. Big mistake that was. His hand slapped me. Hard. "Shut up. Now you get your punishment." He took his hand and literally ripped off my underwear and bra. Well there goes perfectly good undergarments. I gasped as he stuck 4 of his fingers into my 'opening' of my cave if you know what I mean. I whimpered slightly as he dug in farther and farther adding another finger. His growing bulge is growing more on my shins. "You think this hurts. Wait till I fully enter you. You'll feel so good." He suddenly tore out his fingers and placed his head in between my legs. He replaced his fingers with his tongue.
He explored my cave with his mouth for about five more minutes while his hands were roughly rubbing my breasts. WHEN WILL THIS DAY END!?!!?! "Please stop." I whimpered. He just chuckled sending my body vibrating while his mouth started to exit. He has a very long tounge, it's almost unnatural. "That's your punishment. You heard the rules. Now time for the real event." His length is now at his full growth. How are they so long?!? My thoughts were once interrupted by his tip at my entrance. He didn't even say anything. All he did was SLAM his length in forcefully thrusting in and out at a rapid speed while grinding me and attacking my neck with hickeys. Imagine a bulldozer going through your vagina and times it by 20. That's how much this hurts.
I couldn't do anything. The pain was too much. It's like I'm paralyzed. Vincent kept on grunting. It was weird. Suddenly he rips out his length with a forceful speed. I let out a shriek. I expected another punishment but he just chuckled. "You like that?" What the fuck is wrong with him?!?!?! How did he get that. He slowly takes off the condom and chucks it on the floor. I sighed. He's finally done. Once again he laughed and smirked. "Oh little girl. How silly if you. You thought i was done." He leaned down to my ear and whispered 6 words that I never wanted to hear. "That was just the opening act" "SIT UP!!" He barks. I sit straight up. All he does is smirk. Next thing I know his penis is shoved into my mouth. I try to gag but its all the way down my throat. "SUCK!!" This the most disgusting thing I've ever done. He moans super loud. He takes his length and then pushes me down and thrusts in and out if until the sun rises. That's all I remember until everything gets fuzzy, then black.
BRIINNGG. BRRIINNGG. BRIINNGG
Ugh. What is that annoying sound. I slowly peel my eyes open only to close them again by the light. When I finally get used to the light I find him that the ratchet sound was my alarm clock. The events from last night come back to me and I shot out of my bed causing me immense pain in the head.
I run up my bed a look in my mirror. What the heck? I don't have any hickeys. Wait?! I'm not sore. That was all a dream? That was all a dream. I collapse into my bed and let out a long sigh of relief. Ugh!! I always have these things. I have these dreams where I'm somewhere usually at a store, then something happens, but then it's actually happens in real life. It's all déjà Vu.
Brushing off my worries I start to get ready for school. I choose a cute floral skirt with white leggings, a plain white tank top, and a black half jacket Cardigan. I pair those with my black combat boots and light makeup. I put my hair in a floral headband and then I'm off to school. Little did i know that I would regret it.
So how'd you like the first chapter. This is unedited. This is really long. It took me like 3 weeks to do. Give me any advice or corrections. Till the next chapter my lovelies.
Forever yours,
Secret
