The Void || BL

Chapter 5 || Criminal

WARNING!! This chapter contains: Death on animals, blood & sexual conduct

Ever since a little boy Adam had always been in love with crime, especially on television. His dad and him use to play in the garden with toy guns and plastic handcuffs. "I wanna be a criminal when I grow up!" Adam exclaimed at the dinner table before his parents stared at him. "Adam. Table manners please." Adams father stated sternly. He immediately kept quiet for the remainder of dinner.

"Papa? Why can't we talk about criminals?" He questioned. "Well Adam sometimes in life we can't always talk about our true identity and intentions." Adams father explained softly , making sure Adams mother wouldn't hear. Adam was always confused by this but he chose to ignore it.

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(Adam-age 8-)

"Adam come take your medication please!" My mother shouted from the kitchen. I slowly crept down the hall and into the kitchen. At age 7 I was diagnosed with general anxiety from my dads disappearance, they confirmed him as dead. After that I developed fear for the outside world which caused me to have anxiety attacks every time I stepped outside.  My mom turned around to face me and stared for a long period of time. She had also been broken from the news of my fathers death. "Come here A." She spoke softly. I ran up to her and hugged her softly before backing up a bit. "Alright here is your first magic pill!" She stated with a smile , holding the pill and making an aeroplane motion with it. Adam slowly opened his mouth and swallowed the pill.

After getting ready for school , Adam quickly ran across the street to his primary school. He had many kids who wanted to be his friend but only one stood out for him. Max Davis. His only friend at the time. "Adam! Look what I found!" Max exclaimed running towards an anxious Adam. "Its a newly hatched egg from the birds nest outside!" He explained as Adam stood up from the play area. Max then grabbed his hand and dragged him outside with him. Although it seemed like Max was sweet , he had a thing for cute animals. A weird type of 'thing'.

They both crouched in the corner of the playground and Max opened his hands to reveal a newly hatched chick still struggling to open its eyes. "Ok Adam! Hold the bird down on this rock and when I count to 3 you let go and move your hand away!" Max stated as Adam nodded. "Ok. Ready? One...two...Three!" Max yelled as Adam quickly moved his hand away and let go of the chick. In an instant another rock smashed against the other followed by a 'crack'. Blood splattered on the two boys and Max giggled. Adam stared in horror as he looked at the blood but then relaxed and stood up. "Whats wrong Adam?" Max questioned sounding worried. "I want to find another bird for you." Adam stated looking around for bird nests. The two boys were inseparable , like two peas in a pod.

(Adam -age 15)

"Adam!~ Look what I have!" A very drunk Max stated as he held up a small plastic bag. "Ew. It looks like dirt." Adam said observing the bag. "Calm down A. Its just weed. I got it from that boy Ethan at school." Max exclaimed and he swung the bag back and forth in-front of Adams face. This time was a special time for Adam. He had developed feelings for Max over time and wanted to see if he felt the same. And so he pulled Max outside. "Max? I wanted to speak to you." Adam said shyly. "I wanted to talk to you too A." Max stated looking into the blondes eyes. As soon as their eyes met , Adam quickly kissed Max on the lips. "What was that? Have you never kissed someone before?" Max asked before grabbing Adams shirt and pulling him in for another kiss except this time it lasted longer.

Max slipped his tongue into Adams mouth , making him feel a bit uncomfortable. "Come let me show you my room." Max stated as he dragged Adam to his room. He then locked the door and pushed the blonde onto his bed. "I like you Adam." Max quickly whispered in A's ear. He then immediately started kissing him again while gripping onto his waist. Adam felt confused, he didn't know what was happening. He didn't know how to feel.

Max kept gripping harder on his waist. Adam was starting to hate it. He tried to push Max away from him but because Max was gripping onto him Adam fell forward on top of him. "Damn , your liking this aren't you A. If your this good I'm sure everybody would love you." Those words fed Adam. It made him feel something other than fear. It felt good. He hadn't felt 'good' in a long time. He then continued to kiss Max as if he switched moods , faking the pleasure to get more of those words. He moaned softly. "Damn Adam. Where has this version of you been all my life?" Adam liked the words that made him feel comfort in this slut-ish manner. He then pulled off his shirt and tossed it to the side , Max did the same.

"Have you had experience, you look like you know what you doing-" Max exclaimed before Adam put his hand on his mouth. "Shut up and let me do this." He stated before taking his hand off Max's face. He slid downwards and kissed him just above his crotch. He then licked his body , sending shivers down Max's spine. Adam had watched his parents do things like this a while back before his dad disappeared. Max then slowly unbuttoned his pants and did Adams for him. "Be a good whore and do as I say." Max stated before switching so he was on top.

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Adam couldn't believe he lost his virginity with his best friend. He questioned what they even were after the previous night. "Adam are you ok? Its 2:30 pm , why aren't you out of bed?" Adams mother questioned as she walked into his room. "I just have leg cramps. Must be growing pains.." Adam spoke softly trying to hold back tears from the pain he was in. He hadn't known it would lead to that. He started to overthink wether somebody heard him , after all it was one of Max's friends house. He was extremely loud from the pain. It wasn't even a good feeling at all. Max seemed to enjoy it though and because of the words thrown at him while Max 'made love' to him he enjoyed it a bit. "Get up please Adam , you need to go get some groceries for me." His mother stated before he jumped out of bed.

His lower back ached and his legs trembled slightly. He limped to the bathroom and stared at himself in the mirror. He had bite marks on his shoulders and waist. He also had a few hickeys on his neck and stomach. Although he liked that feeling of feeling claimed by somebody in the moment he noticed the bruise on the bottom left of his back. He felt nothing staring at the marks. Although he knew he was used. But he found a strange interest in it. He limped back to his room ,put on sweatpants and a dark green hoodie. He limped as quickly as he could to the front door and slipped on his shoes. "Im leaving to get your things mom!" He yelled as he stepped outside and closed the door behind him.

The cold breeze hit his face , sending a chill down his spine. He decided to shake off the pain and attempt to walk normal. It hurt as soon as he started walking but he continued. 'This is my life now huh. Just to please. I mean its not bad right? At least they get to feel happy. And I get to feel something new each time.' Adam thought as he entered the corner store , picking up a shopping basket. He thought about Max's face when he finished. He looked relieved and sort of happy. Although when Max called him words like 'whore' , 'slut' , 'experienced' , 'reckless' , 'toy' or said things like 'everybody will definitely want you', 'nobody will be able to resist you.' It made him feel strange almost if he had butterflies in his stomach or a burning passion for the pain.

After he paid for the items he walked down the road , past his house , and stopped in front of Max's house. He stared at the front door and then rung the doorbell. He really did feel reckless. A woman with dark red hair opened the door and stared at Adam. "Max! Adam is here!" Max's mother yelled as she gestured Adam to go upstairs to Max's room. Adam immediately did so and quickly entered his room and closed the door behind him. "Whats up A?" Max asked casually as if nothing had happened although it was pretty obvious he was awkward.

"Max." Adam spoke as he looked at his friend or lover , he couldn't decide. Max hummed in response looking up at Adam. "Lets do it again."...

End of Chapter!
Their will be a later continuation of Adams backstory later in the story!