Those cold eyes of stone(Jeff the killer FanFiction)

Chapter Sixteen: Everything, Everything

            I was giggling to myself as Jeff carried me upstairs. He never once looked made direct eye contact with me, not even when we reached a dusty old bedroom. He set me down on a pile of warn mattresses while I stared at him.

''Oh come on have a little fun, this would have never bothered you before.'' I smiled drunkenly trying to sit up but Jeff kept me at bay and gently put me back against the mattress.

''You need to rest.'' He growled his expression seemed to narrow before he turned his back from me ready to leave. Some of the fog was beginning to clear my brain as I watched him , I couldn't help but feel this flow of anger inside me. It felt like the same angry feeling I had that night that I had punched him. I sat up, feeling dizzy from the fast moment at first but then holding my head.

''What the hell do you care? Your the reason I'm in this stupid mess, because you can't control your stupid feelings.'' I seen Jeff pause at the door. I watched his fist clench.

''Go to sleep before I make you.'' He hissed not turning towards me. This only caused me to become more angry. I used the wall to steadily stand up.

''No! I'm tired of being ordered around by you! You lie and break peoples trust!''

''Shut up!'' He turned towards me once more I could see his pissed off sneer even with his forced smile nothing could contain the burning rage upon his blood thirsty face. I shook my head in response.

''No! I hate you Jeff. Everything is all your fault!''

''Then tell me why you bothered to give a damn when I ''died'' huh?!'' He stepped into the room a little more.

''Because I -I loved you! You were more to me than just a friend, I cared , hoped, and wished that you'd come back the same. You broke my heart into pieces when you didn't . I told you I wanted nothing to do with you , but no you just came back to break and crush me even more! You killed a guy I barely knew for christ sakes!'' Jeff began to twitch his head.

''You have no clue how hard it was to hold back that shit. I wanted to tell you but I knew something would happen. Ha! Do you think I'm proud that I kill people? Think that I'm proud that my hands have actually brought someone's life to an end? I sure am not!'' Jeff has now brought himself way closer to me which only makes me inch against the wall.

'' I'm the reason Liu is dead, I'm the reason my parents are dead. I'm the reason for a lot of problems I don't need another reminder!''

''Liu, being dead was because of Randy remember?!'' I screamed back. My mind was clearing a lot more as of now, though I wasn't completely sober I was able to say things that made sense at least.

''You don't know the story damnit! Did you not listen to Absulum when he told you!''

''I did as a matter of fact! He may be a creepy jackass but at least he tells the truth. ''

''You will never get it! I lied to keep you from getting killed! '' Jeff suddenly stood right in front of me grabbing my neck pushing me hardly against the wall pinning me. His fingers dug into my throat as I struggled.

''Let me go asshole!'' I managed to scream. He only stared into my eyes his grip loosing but it still hurt. We both heard footsteps running upstairs but before we could see who it was Jeff turned his head in that direction and almost as if commanding it, the door slammed shut and locked itself. His hand fell from my throat as I watched him silently. I coughed all the while hearing pounding at the door as Jeff stepped back in horror as he looked at me.

''This is what you do to me! I-I want to kill you Dimitri. I want to drive my knife through your stomach and hang you by your entrails. I could do a multitude of things to you!'' He was shaking his head once more. I became shaky as I stared at him.