Those cold eyes of stone(Jeff the killer FanFiction)

Chapter One: Reality is a Pain in the Butt

A\N Hey guys! Your probably wondering why this chapter and various others(probably all other twenty three of them ) are being unpublished and republished. I decided I was going to go through and do a major editing in this book. I started this book maybe about two years ago and I have changed my writing style a lot. I would like to improve the writing in this book so its better and enjoyable. I'm still thankful for the readers with the previous draft,and I hope they stay with me. I don't know completely yet I may change complete chapters or just add better details it depends. Thank you for reading my rambling ! Now with out further a due...-AnimeNerd3

Dimitri's POV

Maybe it happened to fast or it was just some stupid fantasy that turned into a Hollywood horror. I'm not exactly sure how to explain it in all honesty. The one thing I can say is that life can really pass by if you don't grab it at the right time. Then when you can't grasp it and catch up you'll have to leave behind what you wanted from it and say the goodbyes you never even practiced but had night terrors of.

A word of advice keep your life in line and out of way of the shit holes it could fall into. Some of those shit holes could completely destroy that fairytale you lived in for so long. Maybe that's what my problem was... I didn't hold on in that hole and I just let go....

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I'm not exactly sure how to pinpoint the problem exactly. Everything kinda of happened so fast. Maybe it started when my father passed away because of shoot and run. I was only about seven or eight years old. My mom ,aunt Nadia and me were home awaiting my father to surprise him with something for his birthday. He was at work and was only about ten minutes from where we lived, so when he didn't return home within an hour as usual we all knew something was wrong.

The cop that had knocked at our door and pulled my mom out as I clung to my aunt didn't even have to say a word before we all burst in to tears and shock. I had been filled with so much anger and depression after that night I almost completely strayed from people and became so introverted my mom became worried and would become upset out of not being able to understand the anger and depression I had built inside me.

One day when I snapped and completely broke , it was suddenly suppressed. I can't remember what it was that made me brake but I remember the screaming and throwing of objects I had done. I nearly threw glass at my mom and because I couldn't calm down she had to call an emergency ambulance and the male nurse had come and pinned me down to the floor as I writhed and kicked so he could give a sedative that would calm my nerves.

After a few days of being called crazy and strapped to a hospital bed I went home and cried promising my mom I would never lash out on her again so long as I was never forced to be left at a hospital alone. My mother was forgiving enough to understand I was just scared and then things were going to a normal pace. The topic of my father was still sketchy but I avoided any conversation about his death. Things were going to be okay ...that's what I had hoped for....then came the day my mother had died in a car crash.

We were both in car ,she was driving me to school for the first day of freshman year and driving herself to work. It started out casual, the normal conversation and then we both sang in tune smiling and laughing at each other to pass the boring traffic time. We hadn't a care in the world except that we were both okay and happy. That was all ruined quickly. Some guy had cut my mom off which almost sent her into road rage as she cursed under her breath and had to pull off to the side of the road to straighten out.

My mom started off again the traffic began to calm after the speeder had gotten away. We must not have been paying attention or weren't able to here the people out of our car screaming for us to move ,because once both our eyes went big it was to late my mom was in shock as I cried out her name and tried to turn the wheel but the semi truck that had been rolling towards us came hurling and smashed into the drivers side of the car causing my mom to fly out and me to be smothered by the endless air bag in the passengers seat.