i see him commenting again on my posts. "you're slowly irritating me, sir", i said and sighed. i felt my phone vibrate and it was peyton calling me. "hello", i answered, irritated. "did you see his comment?", she asked happily. "yes, peyton.. i did. i don't want him commenting on my posts", i said. "then block him?", she said. "bitch, like it was that easy", i said and she starts laughing. "what?", i asked. "bitch, it's hella easy to block someone. you just don't wanna do it", peyton said.
"i mean, it's hard to let him go that easily", i said, "is it really that, or you still love him?", she asked me and i stayed quiet. "alright, i'll go with you still love him", peyton said and i smiled a little. "are you doing anything?", i asked her. "i mean, i need to film something with mary", she said and i sighed. "call me when you're done?", i told her. "of course, hun", she said and hung up.
i went to the kitchen and opened the liquor cabinet and grabbed the first bottle that was there. i chugged the bottle and felt myself getting tipsy. i grabbed another bottle and went straight to my room and started to chug it. by then, i was drunk and had grabbed my phone and dial someone.
"this person better answer..", i slurred and they picked up. "hello?", they said. "heyyy", i said and giggled. fuck, don't give yourself away, i told myself. "rose? why are you calling me at 10 pm?", they said. "you see, i'm drunk and i'm also kinda high", i said. "oh my god. do you want me to pick you up?", they said. "no i'm home", i said. "okay, then why the phone call?", they asked. "just calling to say i miss you..", i said. i felt myself getting sleepy and they laughed at me. "shut up, i'm getting sleepy", i said. "kinda figured", they said and chuckled.
~xolo~
i felt my phone vibrate and i look and i see that it's rose calling. "hello?", i said, confused as to why she was calling me. "heyyy", she said and let out a giggle. i smiled a little and felt my face heating up. "rose? why are you calling me at 10 pm?", i asked. "you see, i'm drunk and i'm also kinda high", she said. "oh my god. do you want me to pick you up?", i asked. "no, i'm home", she said. i noticed her tone and i knew she was getting sleepy and i smiled. "okay, so why the phone call?", i asked.
i felt her hesitate a little. "just calling to say i miss you..", she said and she yawned. i laughed and she started whining. "shut up, i'm getting sleepy", she said. "i kinda figured", i said and chuckled. "the fact that you picked up", she said. "yeah, why? is it weird?", i asked. "no.. just kinda missed hearing your voice", she said. "okay.. just one question..", i said. "go for it", she said. "why did you walk out on me?", i asked.
she stayed quiet and sighed after 2 minutes. "i couldn't deal with the hate i was getting while dating you..", she said. "you would get hate? why didn't you tell me?", i asked. "i didn't want to burden you with everything that was going on", she said. "you wouldn't burden me at all, linda", i told her and i sensed her smiling thru the phone. "you know i like it when you talk to me like that", she said. "oh, really?", i said. "yeah. it's making me miss you more", she said.
"don't say that", i whispered. "why? i can't miss you?", she said. "no, mi vida, it's just making you fall in love with you more", i said, truthfully. "is it bad?", she asked, her voice coming out shaky. "no, my love.. i missed you so much..", i told her. "why? i left you?", she said.
"even in a million years, i'll still love you, my rosie", i said and i hung up. i couldn't keep the conversation going without falling in love all over again. "i need to let her move on", i told myself. "i can't fall for her again..", i said and buried my face into the pillow.
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