9-1-1 Oneshots

Daddy Issues

Buck x Bobby
⚠️SPOILER ALERT S04E13⚠️
Smut! +18

/Buck POV/

After we got back to the station from the call, Cap didn't even look at me, he straight headed to take his uniform coat off, then went up to the kitchen and started preparing for dinner. He didn't need to say anything, I know he was mad at me because I was... Buck.

-Won't you say anything? – I asked from behind him as I leaned back to the counter, crossing my arms, staring a hole in his back.

-I don't know Buck, what do you want me to say? – he peaked back above his shoulder and then continued focusing on the cucumber that he was murdering.

-We-Well... usually it's that I was stupid and I could've got myself killed – I mumbled then jumped a bit when he slammed the knife on the chopping board. He turned around and looked me in the eyes.

-Exactly! – he yelled so I raised my eyebrows. – You always act before thinking! We already have Eddie in the hospital, we don't need you there as well!

-I was thinking, Cap! – I raised my voice too but just for him to hear me, after this I got less loud. – I can't watch any of you got shot again! Eddie got that bullet in front of me, I got his blood all over my face! – I said seriously. – I can't lose any of you, I CAN'T take more, physically I can't – I whispered the end as a tear rolled down my cheek. He took a deep breath then a step closer, holding my face. I looked up at him, slightly blushing cause he's never touched me like this, or anyone, he always goes for the shoulder if it's physical touch..

-You're like a son to me Buck, you're a really important part in my life a-and after what happened in the past, I can't afford to lose you too – he said softly, his angry self vanished in seconds. – I wouldn't be able to take that.. Not again – he said with a shaky breath so I held his hand that was still resting on my face.

-You can't get rid of me easily, Cap – I slightly smiled, but his look didn't brighten up so I looked down. – I'm sorry, okay? I'll try to be more careful, but I will not hesitate to save you guys – I said seriously, looking back up to catch eye contact. He didn't say anything which made me worried, thinking he's still concerned about me but then he pulled me closer by my face and pressed our lips together. My eyes widened as I was in shock by his act so I couldn't kiss back, but it's not like I didn't want to. He quickly pulled away and blushed like hell. I have never seen him this flustered, it's like a whole different person.

-I'm so sorry Evan, I-I don't know what came to me – he tried to explain the situation but by the time I realised what just happened, he was gone.

***

I was sitting in the changing room, rethinking the whole thing over and over again, not even moving since like... one or two hours?

-Will you talk about it? – someone said that brought me back into reality. Hen sat down next to me and looked at my face, trying to find answers.

-Not sure I'm allowed to – I mumbled, running my fingers through my hair.

-You know you can tell us anything that bothers you – she put her hand on my thigh so I took a deep breath. – We're family, we're here for each other, remember?

-Bobby... – I looked around to search for him but he wasn't in sight so I continued. – He um... he kissed me – I looked at her as I said the last two words, waiting for a reactions which was pretty much what I expected; shock. She couldn't say anything for a few seconds, just tried to mouth some words but nothing came out.

-Wow, that's... I never knew he was into boys as well – she mumbled. – How did you react?

-That's the thing, Hen.. I don't know! – I spited out. – I'm so confused on what happened, I-I've never been with a male before – I stook up from stress.