The Blackest Heart

Feel Bad

Emma's POV
It's about 2 am, and I can't sleep. I slept for a couple of hours and now I just can't, But of course Killian's sound asleep next to me. I just can't not think about the fact the Pan might actually like me. I just down understand, he's engaged to a person I hate with a passion and besides I already have someone who loves me more than a family ever could, more than Pan ever could.
I mostly think about the expression of his face when I jumped, he looked almost heart-broken. For a spit-second I saw a Peter and not a Pan. But it doesn't matter, I have absolutely no feelings for him. I can't.
Peter's POV
Everything went really slow, when she jumped. I found reality and immediately ran to the edge of the cliff, something defiantly splashed into the river below, Emma.
I walked back to camp, the long way around, I need to think. What am I gonna do, she was the queen of Neverland, and I admit one of my best and only friend. But what was that back there, I almost said a word, a word that should be only said to the person I'm engaged too. I didn't know what I was saying or doing, it just came out. But that worries me the most, that it just came to me so naturally.
Emma's POV
It was the next morning, the Jolly Roger was docked and cloaked in front of Neverland. I leaned over the side of the ship, looking at my island. Then I started to wonder, what was everyone doing, saying, or even playing. I know none of it was real, but I can't help but miss it.
Suddenly, two arms came around me from the back.
" What are you thinking about love?" Killian said.
"Oh um, just stuff."
He turned me around, and pushed me up against the railing.
"What kind of stuff?"
"Just stuff! Why do you need to know." I teased.
"Because I know you, and you seem sad about leaving Neverland, and Pan." I was stunned by what he just said.
"Are you high? Miss Pan? God that's the last thing I'm thinking about-"
"Okay I know you were in that island for a year with him, I don't blame if you have some feelings for the Bloody Demon-"
"I DONT, I miss some things, not Pan! Like the Lost Boys, especially in the morning. They're so energetic and fun, they play games. Just little things like that," I said.
"Hey my father has a plan for the attack, he wants to run it by you."
"Ok, yeah" I replied.
Peter's POV
I just explained to everyone about Emma, I didn't tell them that she's dead, just left. Then I called Lily into the tent, I need to talk to her.
"What's up?"
"Okay so Emma is gone, and I need someone to take her place, so will you-"
"OMG YES!" She screeched and started jumping around.
She ran out of the tent. I then walked next door to Emma's tent, it was empty and silent, its not supposed to be. Usually this time in the morning she's in the shower and she sings LOUDLY! But no, it's silent and empty. I cleaned up a bit, under a pile of clothes, I found a video camera and some tapes beside it. I turned in the TV across the room and popped one of the tapes in. A video of Lily and Emma appeared on the screen, mostly Emma. They were smiling and laughing, Emma had a great smile, I really never saw it, once or twice but it was worth the wait. I felt a wetness on my face as I continued to watch the video, I was tearing up a bit. I just know that Neverlan- I mean, I'm not gonna be the same without her.