comfort imagines: female x daughter/sister<3

abandoned pt2

Sadie pov

then I saw a tiny foot under her bed and I wiped my tears so I wouldn't scare her, I slowly went under the bed with her always slow so I wouldn't scare her and she just looked at me with her bright red and tear stained face, we were just making eye contact under her bed and thankfully, it was too dark for her to notice my tears.

"I'm sorry sadie, I didn't mean to be a bad girl" she almost whispered as she looked scared

"babydoll you were not bad, and even if you were I would never ever stop loving you or leaving you" I said and immediately regretted the leaving part, since I actually left her

"you did left me by the way" she said and looked down breaking the eye contact

"and I'm so sorry about that baby, I couldn't take anyone more only someone that was responsible for me and since Jacey is still little girl daddy wouldn't be able to take care of her like mommy would" I said

"but I'm also a little girl sadie, I know jacey is too since she just turned 4 but I'm still a little girl I'm only 6"

she said and I froze at that moment remembering which day was today and the reason we came back a week earlier, I think with all of the airport stress I forgot it. I'm the worst sister of all time, it's her birthday

"I know you forgot it sadie, it's okay at least i got a new Barbie from Mitchell" she said and a couple of more tears fell down her face I think I'll try to lie, I don't want her having this vision of me but if she discover it she will see me as a liar

"I didn't forgot it baby, we came back a week earlier just because of that" I tried to lie

"sadie sto-p 'tending I know it" she said in between sobs and she rolled out of under her bed and ran back to the living room

I wiped my tears and went to the bathroom to wash my face with cold water to prevent coments from my family

Y/N POV

I knew for a fact Sadie was lying, because she would be wishing me happy birthday by the time she entered the house if she remembered it, and what upsets me is that mom probably forgot it too, after all of the things I said I ran out of the room looking for Mitch, I just need a huggy now.

I ran to the living room and I was met with all of them talking on the couch and I wanted to go to Mitch lap but he was holding Jacey, it's everything about her and she's not that younger than me, I think she's just better. On her birthday they were still in LA and they went to Disneyland and dad and Mitch facetimed her and sent her gifts, about me? only mitch gave me a doll and dad gave me a kiss. I didn't even got a cupcake. If I even had a pancake or French fries I would love it, it would be a enough gift. It's my favourite food, and every birthday I used to eat pancakes but today I didn't got anything

I felt so alone that I couldn't take anymore but soon I felt the weirdest feeling in my life, it was like my chest was being squeezed up and I just couldn't breath properly I could only hyperventilate.

I ran back to my room and threw myself at my bed, I can't breath normally. I was so so scared that I started sobbing and hyperventilating at the same time, all I tried was to be quiet but I think it wasn't enough since I saw my bathroom door opening and someone walking out, I couldn't scan who it was because my eyes were blurry. Then I felt two warm arms on me but I flinched at the touch it scared me but when I turned around and saw Sadie I threw myself at her with my arms around her neck, I looked like a koala and she picked me up while she sat on the bed

"breathe baby it's okay"

"I-help s-sis I can't b-breathe" I said hyperventilating and sobbing more and more