Cheating. Or Cheated On.
That's what I think when I think of him.
How I could have changed everything and stopped it or never had it occur.
I hurt him so badly, it makes me want to hurt myself.
I don't have him in my life anymore because of what I did.
If I could go back and fix it, I would so much. I hurt not only him but his family.
The family that took me in when I was hurting and consoled me when I wanted to end my life.
The mother that treated me as her own daughter cause she has two sons.
The father who I barely spoke to, but hugged me when times got rough in the relationship.
The brother who I had chatted with but still loved as my own little brother.
If I could take back everything I did, I would just to have them in my life again.
But things change and it is time to move on.
Even if I still love him.
JRK, I am so sorry,
