In love with my band leader?

chapter 23

I'm now 1 month into the pregnancy. I still haven't told May about it yet. I dont know if it's right to even keep this from her. I still dont even know how to tell her. This is all to complicated. Oh.. fuck it, I'm gonna knock on her bedroom door and tell her. "May, it's me. I need to tell you something." I say. She unlocks the door and stands in the doorway. "So? What do you need?" She says with sas. "So.. um.. you're gonna have two new siblings.." I say. "What?! Wow. Well good for you. How far along are you?" She says rolling her eyes. "About 1 month." I tell her. "You've kept it a secret for a whole fucking month mom?! How could you? You said you guys weren't gonna have anymore kids, after what happened to the last one." She yelled at me. "I'm sorry it's not like we can help it." I shout back. "Well use protection then mom." She yells. "We are happily married, and have 2 kids, we dont need to use protection May." I shout at her. "I cant believe you two right now!" She yells slamming her door. I angrily stomp down the stairs. "Whoa what happened?" Sully asks. "I told her that I was pregnant.." I start. "No I heard everything, I'm just saying." He says. "I cant do this. Yeah I mean I get it shes almost what 15, 16, and I understand a teenager is gonna get mouthy and shit, but damn. I mean yea I kept it a secret for a month, but I had no other time to do so." I start rambling. "Jade calm down. It's fine. Just give her some time to cool off ok?" He says. I sigh, "ok."

~skip forward~
It's been about a week. Shes still mad at me. Yea I kept it from her for a month but damn she doesn't have to block me out like that you know. Sometimes she pisses me off. Sometimes I cant stand her. Why did she have to be closer to Sully? I'm the one who took her in, I'm the one who brought her into my home, I'm the one who convinced Sully to keep her. Why is she so close to him? It makes me mad sometimes, so fucking mad.
~may~
I cant believe my mom right now. Why would she keep it a secret for a whole ass month. Why didn't dad tell me? Dad tells me everything, and I tell him everything. Ok almost everything. That's besides the point. Why would she do that to me? She makes me so fucking mad sometimes. I cant stand my mom. Some days shes too fucking nice, other days shes a bitch and is pissed off at the fucking world. She pays more attention to Jett than me. She forgets to pick me up from school, like how the fuck do you forget your child at school? Like what the fuck mom. I cant stand her. I'm currently locked in my room. I dont wanna be anywhere near her. Dads at work so it's me, her, and Jett. Please mom just please. Tell me why you kept it from me. Why dont you tell me anything. Maybe if you opened up more I would tell you shit. I cant take it. When is dad getting home.

~jade~
I waited for Sully to get home. I dont understand why she hates me so much. I wanted to ask her so many times, but I just brush it off. A little while later Sully comes back home from work. "Hi honey." He said kissing my forehead. "Hi babe how was work?" I said. "It was alright. Tiring but alright. We've got the walls all put up, and we've started on the floors. This house is gonna be so pretty when its finished." He says sitting on the couch. He works in, I guess, construction. He builds houses and buildings. Hes built some really pretty houses. When he isnt practicing, on tour, or playing with the kids, hes building. "May's been locked up in her room all day. Shes still mad at me. She wont talk or look at me. Hell she barely acknowledges I'm here. I just wanna know why she hates me so much." I said to Sully. "I'm sure it's not a matter of hate. You two are so similar. It's funny, shes not even your blood child, and yet I see so much of you in her. You two just have to brush off the differences and try and get to know each other better. I'm sure if you two talk it out it'll be fine." He replied.

~may~
I quietly sneak out of my room and sit at the top of the steps. I listen in on mom and dads conversation. I hear mom ask dad why I hate her so much. I dont hate my mom, it's just sometimes she isnt the best at telling me stuff. Like the whole pregnancy. She kept it from me for a month. Sometimes she over does it, like shes way too overprotective, and she treats me like a kid. I mean yea she let's me curse, and wear revealing clothing, to an extent, shes cool, it's just she does too much. I wish I could tell her I dont hate her. I listen to what dad says. "I'm sure it's not a matter of hate. You two are so similar. It's funny, shes not even your blood child, and yet I see so much of you in her. You two just have to brush off the differences and try and get to know each other better. I'm sure if you two talk it out it'll be fine." I find it funny. We are similar. I'm sure that's why. I hope that's why we fight the way we do. We just have the same temper, and attitude. I sneak back to my room. I plop on my bed and contemplate my decisions. Not necessarily bad decisions, I'm currently pondering if I should sneak out tonight and have fun. I mean yea I get to go out with friends and shit, but I want to be alone. Fuck it I'm gonna do it. I get a bag and put some spray paints in there. I get my outfit ready. Oh wait cant forget, the weed. My parents are so fucking blind. They never notice when I'm high, they never smell anything. Though to be fair I hide it. I dont act high, even though I'm high as a kite. And I open the windows in my room, light candles, and the incense. Shit I'm gonna bring the alcohol too. Dont worry, its just some beer. I'm bringing my new boyfriend with me, were gonna get high, and a little drunk, while doing graffiti. Who knows, maybe things will get heated if you know what I mean. I'm 15 let me make my own god damn decisions. I turn 16 in 2 months anyway.

~jade~
I make dinner, and put it outside May's door. I knock and tell her that dinner is outside her door. I walk back down and make Sully's plate. I bring it to him along with a soda. Then I make my plate. Honestly sully works from 3 to 6 every day, he shouldn't have to worry about cooking his own food, and make his own plate. He should relax and take time off his feet. Anyway I get my plate, my soda, set my plate down and get Jetts food. Then I give Tucker his food. Finally I can sit down.
After dinner it's time to get Jett bathed. After that I get him ready for bed, give him his milk, and lay him down for bed. Then I start Sully's shower, and bring him his clothes and a towel. I walk to May's room and find the empty plate outside her door. I grab it and bring it down to the kitchen. I put away any leftovers, then do the dishes. Once that's done I take a quick shower, and go to bed. Time is 10 pm.

~may~
I hear my mom finally lay down. It's not a good idea for me to sneak out right now. I text my boyfriend and tell him I'll meet him outside my place at 12.
Finally its 12. I silently open my window and jump down. I look around and I see my boyfriend. "Ready?" He asks. "Yep! I've got the weed, alcohol, and spray paints." I say. "And I've got the condoms. That is if you're ready?" He said. I gave him a playful nudge and kiss him. We start running. Soon we reach the park. Luckily it's a park no one comes to, and best of all its hidden. I get the weed out and the drinks. I light a blunt and take a hit. I pass it to my boyfriend and he takes a hit. And so on, you get the idea. We walk to where the picnic tables are, and we sit down. He looks at me, I look at him. At this point we are high as hell, and a little drunk. We start kissing. Well, you can tell where it led. Dont worry, we made sure to use protection. I think. At this point its 2 in the morning. "Shit, babe we've gotta head back to my place. My dad wakes up for work in an hour." I say putting my clothes back on. We rush back to my house. Its 2:30. I sneak back inside and put my pajamas on. Phew, good thing I made it home in time.