Reki groaned.
He curled up under his covers with his laptop.
"Time for some love island! "
Reki pressed play.
*on today's episode of love island, two new singles..... **Time skip*
*inside of rekis dream*
Reki stood at the front door of his and langas dorm. It didn't look right it was.. To perfect. Reki nelt down and grabbed the spare key from under the mat, quickly opening the door. Inside was even weirder. Everything was rearranged, the couch on the opposite side of the room, all of rekis books where gone from the bookshelf. Reki panicked a little, scurrying to where his and rekis bedroom was.
A small single bed with neat baby blue covers and 2 pillows stacked.
The red head let out a gasp. His lip trembled.
Reki ran to the closet, his clothes were gone, everything was gone.
Desperate for a little bit of hope, he ran to the bathroom to check the tile he had stashed a knife in.
He grabbed at it. It wouldn't open. Reki froze.
"W-why won't it open?!"
Reki whimpered.
You could hear the panic is his voice, his body shaking with confusion and fear.
The red head clawed at the tiles, as his fingers became raw and bloody. Tears streamed down his face, his cheeks rosy red.Suddenly the bathroom door swung open.
"Who the hell are you!? "Said a gentle but stern voice.
It was langa."Baby! Thank god idk what's happening, everyth-."
Before reki could finish his sentence, langa had a vase in his hand.
Rekis stomach dropped, his face becoming pale as a sheet.
"LANGA PLEASE NO, IT'S M-".
Before he could finish the vase came explosively down.
Just as the vase hit him. Everything went dark.
An inch of water lay beneath his feet, expanding out to as far as he could possibly see.
In the distance, sat what looked like langa and some other figure on a lovely wooden bench.
Reki hesitantly got up and started to walk over there.The cold water like fluid splashed at his every step, the water reaching up his ankles, making him shiver.
As reki came closer to the bench, he could make out the other person, it was a girl with long shiny black hair and fair skin. Soft pink lips and a stunning smile.
Rekis eyes opened a little.
" langa?".
The blue haired boy turned slightly then glared at reki.
He then turned around
And kissed the girl passionatly on the lips.Reki was taken a back.
"L-langa baby what are you doing?!".
Langa opened his eyes glancing at reki as he continued to kiss the girl.
Langa broke the kiss." you mean nothing to me reki. "
Reki gasped a year falling down his pale cheek.
The red head took a step back stumbling and falling on his buttocks.(hehe buttocks👹)
Tears flooded down his cheeks like a waterfall of sadness.
The fluid beneath him started to grow, rising in water level.
This only made reki sob harder. Langa and the strange woman walked off into the distance. He wrapped his arm around her waist, looking back at reki with a glare. Reki went limp falling into the water. Bubbles raised as his lungs filled with water.
Reki slowly sunk into the pure blacknesshe let it consume his body as the water flowed peacefully around him.
Reiki then felt suffocated. He jolted, the realization suddenly hitting him. His limbs flailed and writhed and he felt the water choke him. He woke up. He was now standing atop a roof. The roof of the dorm complex. He felt the wind move through his fingers and hair, as the evening sun slowly set over the horizon. *This is nice* reiki thought to himself.
Reiki had a moment of deja vu as he beamed down on the crowded but silent sidewalk below. He remembered the moment. Reiki turned around quickly to see if his boyfriend would be there, but only silence and the low hum of the city resided where his boyfriend once was. Reiki sighed as the feelings of the past bubbled up to the surface. His face blushed bright red, as he could almost feel the comforting arms of Langa wrapped around his body.
A gentle voice spoke from behind him, almost making him fall from the roof.
"Reki...I know you are in pain, I know it feels like too much to carry. I've felt the same way before. I'm so so sorry for passing down my sadness and trauma to you. But you need to lift yourself out or you'll have the same outcome as me. I know you are greater than me and I can see your future. You have so much potential Reki, don't waste it." Reiki was in shock as tears ran down his face once more. He turned around. There stood his mother.
"Mom?" The woman was slightly transparent but her features were still bright as ever. She had lovely wavy waist-length red hair. Icy blue eyes that made your stomach flutter with warmth. Her skin was pale and covered with freckles. Her smile was the definition of blessed rain in a drought. She wore a long flowy sage dress with slightly puffed sleeves and a small gold necklace. Reki jumped back onto the roof, running towards her. He jumped into her arms, she embraced him. The redhead sobbed in her arms as she comforted him.
"Mom, why? W-why did you leave me? It's so lonely here".
She smiled her long eyelashes batting, as reki looked up at her. "I know baby, I'm so sorry, but sometimes life becomes too much, I wish I could come back, I really do."
"Y-You left me when I needed you!?"
"I know and I'm sorry love, I love you reki."
Her smile faded, "Take care of yourself reki". She started to fade as the wind slowly carried her. "Mom no! Please don't go I need you!"reki shouted but his pleas landed on deaf ears. He watched as her sage dress faded till no more. The boy dropped to his knees shutting his eyes tight. When he opened them he found himself on the ledge of the roof once more. He let out a soft sob as he sniffled. Below was now not a crowded city, but a deep blue ocean. He leaned forward his front foot tripping. The boy let out a deep sigh. Reki plummeted down into the depths of the ocean below.
*AUGHHHHH* reki woke in a sweat, tears soaking his clothes and the covers. Blood dripped from his nose, leaving deep red splatters on the pure white sheets. Reki desperately looked around for his partner. He ran to the bathroom glancing at himself in the mirror. His face was puffy and red. Blood ran down his chin. The redhead jumped.
"Reki baby I'm home!"
Reki ran to Langa jumping into his arms.
Langa looked confused but immediately embraced Reki in his arms."Reki hun what happened?!" Reki let out a sob. "D-dream and you said you never loved me, an-and you loved another person, and my mom, my mom was there." "Oh, Reki....I'm sorry baby.." "I love you Rayray, you are the best thing that's ever happened to me, I love you, and you only."
Reki and Langa dropped to the ground. Reki sniffled, his cries lessening. "Let's get you cleaned up..." Langa set the boy on the couch throwing a soft heated blanket over him." He came back with a warm towel and started to wipe the blood off his rosy red face. "It's ok reki, I'm here...."
Someone requested a part 2 so here's a part 2! I did this during school so it may not be the best. I tried to focus on Reki more in this one. Enjoy!!
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Reki x Langa Oneshots Smut/angst
FanfictionSome angst with a little bit of fluff and smut mixed into it all, as the title suggests. Some suicide actions/self harm. I hope you enjoy it :) Thanks for all the views and votes!