what do you get from it?
pain and fear
why do you want me to feel that?
something wrong with not feeling disturbed?
seen too many things on this earth
i wish i hadn't
something wrong with me and my head?
maybe you shouldn't give birth
to things you so loathe
you shouldn't complain so much
you made a choice as an adult
fucking for pleasure
fucking for pain
not a single thought
in that little brain
rot like you want
but don't bring me into it
you're a selfish cunt
and i hated you for it
but now i don't care
you miss my painful cries
miss when i used to want to die
but i hate to say it
i don't feel anything
no hatred, no pain
maybe a little disappointment
maybe a little embarrassed for you
but in the end,
just desensitized
