sleeping again and again
i mean, they do expect something
from me, everything
but i give nothing
nothing
nothing
don't want to play their games
i'm rotting in bed like i want to
say "sorry", they ask of me
why would i do that?
no one ever apologized to me
for what they've all done to me
weak, weak, weak
not me
me?
not me
i hate you enough
you make me wanna die
but i'd rather decapitate you
maybe eat your brain
cover your body in bruises
and bury you in dirt
i'm tired of being happy
