His obsession

Chapter 20 - Tears

*** Guys I'm back. I know I made you guys wait for too long. That's why I made this chapter longer. Please enjoy... ***

Kinn pov
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" PORSCHE... "

" Porsche, butterfly, open your eyes. Please kitten..."

I'm crazy. I was so angry that I didn't notice that I was hurting him until he screamed. When I looked at him after the kiss, he slipped into unconscious. I think I went a little overboard. I held his head to lay him properly on the bed but I felt something wet on my hand. I gently laid him down on the pillow and looked at my hand. The sight of it made my eyes widen, blood, my hand is covered with blood. My heart starts to beat like crazy. I have never felt so scared in my life. He got hurt. His head - his head is bleeding. How did he hurt his head? My brain has stopped working... Doctor, I need a doctor. I ran towards the door and went outside. I saw Tankhun and Kim coming upstairs...

" Call the fucking doctor now..." I screamed

Upon hearing my scream, Tankhun and Kim looked at me. After processing my words, their eyes widen. Kim took out his phone and hurriedly called the doctor. Khun come running towards me and went into my room. I went inside too and sat beside Porsche.

" Kinn, what happened to Porsche? What did you do?" Tankhun asked worriedly

" I don't know, hia... He fainted. His head is bleeding. I don't know. He will be fine, right, hia?" I asked

I looked at him pleadingly, I want him to reassure me that he will be fine... I held Porsche's hand and notice his hand is burnt. How much did he get hurt? I look at him from head to toe and saw his whole body is covered in many bruises. How come I didn't notice any of this? When he looked at me with teary eyes, my anger just vanished, but when he said he would do anything for that bastard, the anger inside of me doubled up.

I told him to strip, knowing that, he will never do that but when he agreed to do it, I lost my very last bit of sanity. And didn't even notice what I was doing. I ended up hurting him yet again. Why I am like this? Why you can't give me a chance, baby boy? Am I that unloveable? I know that forcefully marrying you was wrong, but I didn't have another choice. How can I see you becoming someone else? You are mine, right? You only belong to me. I gently laid my head on his chest...

" Porsche, please wake up. I will do anything you ask me to do. Please, I beg you, angel..." I pleaded

Tankhun put his hand on my shoulder and gently squeezed it to comfort me. I look at Porsche and Kim comes running inside the room with arm.

" The doctor will be here soon... I sent the helicopter to be quick... " Kim said

" Kinn, calm down... The doctor is coming. Porsche will be fine, okay..." Tankhun said

I buried my head in Porsche's neck and smelled his pheromones to calm myself. Angel, you can't leave me. I stayed like that for a while and then sat up. Tankhun and Kim's eyes widen upon seeing me and they look shocked. What's wrong with them? I looked at them confused...

" Kin-n you are cryi-ng?" Tankhun said, more like asked while stuttering

I frowned, What? What did he mean by crying? I touched my cheek and found tears on it. Since, when did I start crying? I looked at them. They are frozen in their place and looking at me stunned without blinking. I glanced at Porsche and was about to open my mouth to say something, but Big entered with the doctor. I hurriedly wiped my tears. The doctor looked at Porsche and said

" Please, wait outside... I will check on the patient..."

" I am not going anywhere..." I said holding Porsche's hand