Is It Worth It?

You're A What?

Alex POV

(pic of alex in media) I got in my car and drove to my condo. I live alone because I come from a really strict family. My mom found out I was gay and kicked me out so the only way to support myself was to sell. I got a condo, a car, and some new clothes. I'm not the type to get a girl and keep her because thats not my style. But Stephanie? She's different. Got a thug fallin in love. I'm not sure if I wanna give it all up though because I'm not sure if the 'ride or die chick' type.

I got home and took off my shoes. I was kinda lonely so I texted Steph.

Alex: heey babygirl
Steph: hey alex
Alex: ouch. thats all I get??
Steph: lol okay i'm sorry.
Alex: you can make it up to me by coming over.
Steph: now???
Alex: yeah but only if your not busy.
Steph: okay see you in a few.

'yeah but only if your not busy'? That does NOT sound like me. Damn Steph makin me all soft and shit. I already kept a clean house so all I had to do was put on some sweats and a tank top. I heard a knock at the door so I got up to get it. I saw Stephanie wearing some black leggings and a tank top that hugged her curves in all the right places. I looked her up and down licking my lips. I'm definitely getting some.

Stephanie POV

I walked in Alex's condo and it was so nice.
"Do you live here alone?" I asked.
"Yeah. I like my space." She said smiling. Ugh her smile was so perfect. We walked over to the dark blue love seat and I took off my sandals. I sat on the couch and looked around. Spacey.
"I guess selling all that dope really pays off huh?" I asked jokingly. Alex sort of looked offended and then shrugged.
"I guess" she said. Shit I just made it awkward. I scooted a bit closer to Alex and when she noticed she moved right next to me. She put her hand on my knee and leaned in. I leaned in and we kissed. We were kissing for a good two minutes, when I broke the kiss. "Wait." I said. Alex looked confused. "What babygirl?" She asked.

There she goes, using my weakness. I gave in and we kissed some more but I had to stop her before it got too intense. I was leaned back on the love seat and she was on top of me. We were kissing and she unhooked my bra and thats when I had to stop her. I sat up and hooked my bra back on.
"Sorry. Was that too far?" She asked.
"Obviously." I said. She laughed. What was funny?
"Its not that big of a deal." She told me. I looked at her like she was crazy.
"It is a big deal! I wasnt gonna go all the way with you and its not your choice to make for me." I explained to her.
"But you have to admit you wanted to." She stated. I did. I really did. But I knew better.
"I did. But were not dating so we wont." I said trying to sound serious but this girl was so sexy it was hard.
"Im really not the dating type so I dont know what to tell you." She told me.
"Well I dont know what to tell you because nothing is going to happen between us until we are." I said thinking she would ask me out.
"Thats your call." She said and then shrugged like she didnt care. I was disappointed.
"Fine." I said getting up to leave. I walked to her door and she followed me. She kisses my cheek and said bye with a smirk. I walked home angry as hell. I mean why wont she just date me already? Damn.

Alex POV

I knew she was angry and wanted me to ask her out but thats really not my style. I dont want to hurt her but - wait. What am I saying. Fuck bitches get money! I shouldnt care about her feelings. I went to the bathroom and splahsed cold water on my face.
"Get it together Lex." I said to myself in the mirror. I wiped my face and checked my phone. 7:30. Shit. I was supposed to be at the trap at 7.

I got in my Audi and drove over. I did the special knock and was greeted by my niggas. I gave them dap and walked into my office. No I dont only sell but I run one of the biggest drug cartels in ATL. I keep it on the low though. Only a few people I trust know I own it, and only 15 people are apart of it. Cant trust too many people with all the snakes around here.