Is It Worth It?

Old Friends Pt. 2

Roc POV

"Damn Steph! I ain't seen you in years!" I said looking her up and down. She got thick. She and I used to date back in middle school. She was my first love and as far as I know, I was hers too. Poor Alex doesn't even know, does she? I can use that to my advantage.

Alex looked angry and confused. Probably wondering how I knew Steph. "How you know my girl?" She asked. I looked at Steph hoping she would answer that. "We dated. But it was back in middle school." Steph said. She seemed scared. Maybe she thought Alex was a softy but knew how she could get at the trap. Little does she know Alex has no heart. She don't care about nobody. Not even her own daddy... May he rest in hell.

Steph POV

I know how Alex gets when she's all in her hood mode or whatever. It lowkey scares me because this girl could straight up kill me and probably feel no remorse. After I told her we dated, she looked mad and switched up quick like she ain't even care.

"Oh." She said. She turned back to Roc and cocked her gun and then asked me to go wait in the car. I didn't wanna see what she would do to Roc anyways.

I got in the car and turned on some music. I got on twitter and saw Jayda mentioning me talking shit. I rolled my eyes and went to snapchat. I was choosing a filter when I saw Alex's phone start ringing. It said 'J' with a heart and ring emoji. I was about to answer when I saw her coming. I put the phone back like nothing happened but inside I was fuming.

How the fuck is this hoe gonna feel up on me and make it seem like she want me when she got a WHOLE girl? Where we do that at? Please let me know because I must have missed that memo.

She got in the car and we went to Bojangles. The whole ride I looked mad and she kept staring at me. "Yo why you ain't tell me you knew Roc?" she asked. I sucked my teeth. "I ain't know it was important." I replied with some attitude. She stopped the car and looked at me. "Man what the fuck is your problem?" she asked clearly getting frustrated with me.

"You! You are my fucking problem. You over here being all nice to me and shit, killed my damn daddy, and still talking to other girls when you trying to get at me! Who the fuck is J huh?" l asked mad as shit. She just looked at me quietly. I thought for a second and realized this bitch was still talking to Jayda. I got out the car and stormed off. She drove up next to me and tried to talk to me.

"Look Steph, l know you're mad but it ain't what it look like. Jayda put that as her contact name. I don't want her. l ... l only want you." l looked at her for a second and could tell she meant it. I got back in the car but wouldn't look at her. A small tear fell and l quickly wiped it. Damn l can't believe l caught feelings for this girl that quick. She was still looking at me, l could feel it.

Next thing l know she leaned over and turned my face to her. She looked in my eyes for what felt like forever and then she kissed me. l let her and l kissed back too. lt started to get pretty heated so l pulled away. l looked in her eyes and smiled. She pulled away and seemed shocked. Alex quickly turned back to driving and took us home.

We got back to the apartment and she still hadn't talked to me. What the fuck is her problem I mean isn't this what she wanted in the first place? To be with me? l just took a shower, put on pajamas, and went to bed mad and confused as hell.

Alex POV

l kissed her. l sat there and fucking kissed her. l mean l like Steph. She sexy and funny and her smile, oh man. l think l love her and that's a problem. lf l love her, then it could put her in danger. lf l love her, then that means I can't be a player and I don't know if i'm ready to give all that up yet.

I took a shower and threw some basketball shorts and a tee shirt on. I saw Steph in my bed in her shorts and tee shirt. She looked so cute all sleep and shit and I really wanted to get in the bed with her. Fuck it i'm laying with her so I climbed in behind her and pulled the blankets back over us. I put my arm around her waist and she snuggled up next to me. I was about to drift off when I heard her get a text. It was from Roc.

Roc: sorry i missed your text but hey love. i know we left on bad terms but i miss you. seeing you today really did sum shit to me. i love you still & ik you still love me. you ain't never stop. i just wanna see you. soon.

I got angry as hell reading that. How the fuck can she lecture me about cheating when she texted her fucking ex! Like bro what? Maybe she ain't the one for me but I know for a fact i'm not bout to be loyal for no hoe.