Is It Worth It?

Mistakes Pt. 1

Making this chapter a little longer for you guys!

Jayda POV

I got what I wanted from Alex, but I wanted more. More than sex. I wanted this girl to be mine and all mine. After that, I don't think she could ever go back to Stephanie's ugly ass. I called up Mani because I wanted to tell her how great my life was right now.

I dialed her number, it rang, and it sent me to voicemail. Oh no this bitch didn't! Fuck it because all I need is her man anyway. I think I really love Alex though, I mean after that sex last week, I wouldn't be surprised if she was in love with me too.

I got up and ready for school. I straightened my hair and put the top half up and left the back down. I put on a grey tank top, my light ripped jean jacket, and some matching ripped jeans and my timbs. I picked up some food and drove to pick up Armani. She came out and she actually looked kind of cute today. "Look i'm sorry about what happened the other day. I just ... I was out of line." I said honestly. She looked at me for a second, I guess trying to see if I was being real with her. "Okay. If it happens again, you can forget me ever talking to you again and no one else put up with your shit or even genuinely likes you." She responded. That kinda hurt but damn was she right. I push all my friends away.

"Won't ever happen again." I said smiling. She smiled back and for a second, I saw how cute she was. If I wasn't into Alex, I would be into Mani.

We pulled up to the school and walked in. I was at my locker putting my stuff when I realized people were all looking at something, and it sure as hell wasn't me. I turned around and saw Alex and Steph making out by the water fountain. OH FUCK NO! How could she play me like that? I thought Roc's dumb ass was taking care of hat purple haired monkey ass bitch! I slammed my locker and stormed into the bathroom. I was about to cry so I decided to skip today. There was no way I was letting people see me cry.

I got home and ran to my room and cried my eyes out. Man I really liked that girl and she went and fucked me probably to get back at Steph. I pulled myself together because I need a plan. I texted Roc since he fucked up and wasn't doing his job. Funny thing is, his dumb ass actually thinks I plan on sleeping with him. Once I get Alex, Roc can go screw himself.

Me: roc! how the fuck could you mess up! you had one mf job my dude! they together now so i need you to sleep w steph. so i can get alex.

Roc: mane look if the bitch dont want u let it be. i'll sleep w steph bc she fine as hell and i still wanna fw her but other than that, shit aint for u.

Me: fine. all i want is alex anyway.

Roc: aight i'll let you know when its done.

I smirked to myself. They don't even know what's coming.

Alex POV

Damn this girl really got me all happy and shit. I only felt this way about one other girl. I was dating her for 2 years and she was my first girlfriend. She fucked me over and was dating this dude on the side the whole time. Ever since then, all I been doing was playing girls the same way she played me.

I was walking down the hall with my friend Dej when I saw Roc. I ain't even know his dumb ass even went to school. I could see he still had the mark on his face from when I pistol whipped him at the trap a while back.

I was gonna walk up to him when I saw him talking to Stephanie. I stopped walking and kept looking. "Why you stopping?" Dej asked because she bumped into me. I shushed her and she eventually caught my drift and looked too. Steph was smiling at this nigga while he talked to her. Then he looked down and she made him look at her, then she fucking hugged him! She knows how I feel about him and gone do this while I ain't with her? Bet.