Monstrous Love *:Jinkook:*

Alone

The sun rays fall in the magnificent room seokjin wakes up with a empty side , after his morning routine he comes down to find a silent hall he walks down from stairs and marched towards the kitchen to find the head maid working their already he smiles and approaches her 

"Ajhuma you didn't bring the coffee for Mr jeon today in our room "seokjin said to the head maid who smiles sadly , usually she used bring junkook's coffee to seokjin's room so that seokjin would take the coffee to his office himself it was her daily ritual that seokjin first thought it was her mistake but she repeated it again and again and then he understood it was her efforts to make seokjin less uncomfortable by his unwanted marriage ,but today junkook's coffee didn't come to seokjin's room and the mansion was oddly quite too so he himself came to know what has happened 

"Omo what to say Master is gone , he left for the states this early morning when you were sleep " seokjin was still processing what the old lady told him after telling Junkook about his past and fear he still leave him for the business just like his father , oh how wrong he was how can he expect some affection from a heartless man seokjin chuckles dryly and leaves the kitchen with empty eyes

"Hyung , Good Morning " Jimin said hugging seokjin who smiles at him then it was taehyung who greet him and sit on the breakfast table seokjin , with a heavy heart he sit with his brothers atleast he got his brothers by his side 

"Hyung good morning , hyung me and taehyung are leaving for Agatha their is a important deal which we need to catch with the Russians so we will leave tomorrow " namjoon said seokjin was now scared how he will manage now a mansion without a master is a horse without a bridle and seokjin hates to take control but he no other options left

"Oh my the breakfast is served huh Good Morning everyone " Mrs Jeon said to everyone and sits with her husband and honseok 

"Sieomeoni , you didn't go with Mr Jeon " seokjin asked to Mrs Jeon who sighs in disappointment 

"Dear where should i start yesterday we got to know that the russians are also presenting with the same project as us , I don't know how did they get our idea but if they will get the deal we will lose the states from our hands so junkook leave early to change the project from start " Mrs Jeon explained to seokjin who was still sad but he understands the situation but his heart was nagging on him for showing his soft side to junkook 

'you left me without a goodbye '

It was evening when they all return from the Seoul city seokjin tried to be happy as much as he can but the empty feeling in heart was making it difficult foe him to smile whole heartedly , Seokjin sat infront of the large window of his room sipping his honey lemon tea , oh how much has hated junkook for being a egoistic and rutheless but now he is missing him even if they spend a night together cause of the chaos that were happening first their loveless wedding then junkook's coronation attack and now the state matter but still , 

'it's so empty without you' seokjin thinks he flinches a little when a knock landed on the door he stood up with his empty cup and said a low come in as Mrs Jeon comes inside his room she was wearing a maroon coat and pants with her all time favourite red lipstick her looks and her dressing never failed to amazed seokjin she was a bold women a real lady 

"Oh dear i have to go too , i wish i could stay with you jin i never wanted to put pressure on you but , now you are the master of this mansion so please be safe and i know you will do your best" seokjin was scared and now he was nervous how he will manage this all alone his brothers will be gone leaving jimin and hoseok by his side he will have to protect them too seokjin was in daze when Mrs jeon grabs his both hands and made him look her in her eyes

"I know you are nervous , when i was married off to Junkook's father i was fifteen , i was her second wife his first wife has cancer and Mr Jeon has a son to take after he and i were of same age his name was Jeon Jundoo, Mr jeon used to use me like pleasure toy i was nothing to him , you know my body always hurt like bitch and i used to scream on the top of my lungs for help but ...... no one ever come to save me i was a child too i wanted to live but whenever that od Jeon come to me and uses my body i just wanted to die but , whenever i see jundoo smiling at me while playing in the garden i thought my life is not that bad but again karma is  a bitch and i fall in love with him , we planed to escape him and i , we thought our life will be peacefull now "Mrs Jeon said and seokjin for the first time since he married he saw emotions in Mrs Jeon eyes but that emotion was of agony he don't know why but his eyes were having the tears of pain that mrs jeon has gone through

"God was always like a bitch to me , Mr Jeon caught us he shooted jundoo infront of me that day i cried taking his body in my arms until my throat was sour and my eyes were bleeding for two days i was in the backyard with jundoo body in my arms, cold  and lifeless then Mr Jeon came drag me to the room raped me beat me until i was silent like a doll , at seventeen i was pregnant with junkook i named him after Jundoo cause he was split image of him , and after giving birth to junkook one night when he was raping me again i stab him with the hair stick that jundoo gave me , huh that pig has a thick skin i stab him ten time again and again until he was dead" Mrs jeon smiles painfully seokjin hugs her tightly oh lord how can someone's life can be this cruel he don't know why but his heart was clenching painfully Mrs Joen smiles and caresses Seokjin's hair 

"I raised junkook alone , i raised this whole empire alone the people told me a women cant lead , a women can't win but i prove them wrong i settled the example that no women or a mother is weak , Seokjin i know you will do best cause you are not like me , junkook must be harsh with his actions but believe me Seokjin he will never hurt you he is very loyal to you , my child didn't get to live his childhood Seokjin , it's my request to you never leave my son's side " Mrs Jeon's message was clear to seokjin 'try to love my son ' she again put a smile on her face and leaves the room seokjin again sit on the sofa he looks at the window the sun has disappear the moon was shinning brightly 

"Master Jin Mrs Jeon is leaving " the maid said to seokjin who nodes he gets up from the sofa and walks towards the elevator when he reaches down his eyes caught the big frame photo of his wedding seokjin was sitting on the chair and junkook was standing beside him their wedding photo was large and was hanging on the hall walls , their was no emotion in those hollow eyes of Jeon Junkook but he can feel the sadness of his own eyes , what to do now the marriage which was a cage to him the man which was a monster to him , but now his emotions for the monster he has in his heart were making him weak for him 

"why you have to be like this ............come soon"

why do you love him so much

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