My best memory

What do I do?

Winter Pov - Part 1

That kiss left me completely confused, just like my kiss. I didn't understand why I reacted the way I did, much less why she kissed me when we're friends. As far as I know, friends don't kiss, and what happened between us...it wasn't something between friends.

- Cupcake, could we talk? - I hear Omma's voice on the other side of the door, and when I get up I go towards the door.

When I open it I see her holding a plate of cookies, and when I look into her eyes she smiles.

- What do you want to talk about?

- It's a matter between us. - She says and then I let her in.

When she enters, I close the door, and when I look at her, I cross my arms.

- Why are you looking at me with that face? I will not scold you

- Omma, what do you want to talk to me

- I want to talk about you

- About me?

- I want to know....what is happening to you to be so quiet....so different from the Winter I know

- Omma...I...

- You promised me that you wouldn't hide anything from me anymore and that you would tell me everything if something happened. - She says as she puts the plate on top of my table and I lower my head.

I didn't want to talk about Karina, about the kiss, I felt embarrassed about it.

- What happened my love....you can tell me everything without fear

- Omma I...I...

- Does it have to do with Karina? - She says and I widen my eyes. -Ningning told me that she didn't go to school this week, did something happen to her? something between you two?

- We....she....I...

- She is sick?

- No...she...aish. - I run my hands through my hair. -She...she...

- Are you guys dating? fought?

- What? we do not....

- So what was it?

- It was nothing...

- Winter...

- I said it was nothing...

- I don't believe it

- What do you want me to say? that she kissed me and I kiss her too, and right now I'm exploding due to the confusion of feelings I'm feeling? - I say without thinking and she widen her eyes. -I mean...I...I...

- Did you kiss? - She speaks and I blush.

I was dying of embarrassment and mentally beating myself for being so stupid to say that without thinking.

- Sit here. - She says and then sits on the edge of my bed.

I head over there with my head down, and when I sit down next to her, I take a deep breath.

- Winter....I just want you to know that it's normal for people to fall in love, and that what you feel for Karina is a normal thing

- But I don't feel anything for her, I...

- Are you confused and don't know what to do? that's simple. - She says and I look at her. -Listen to your heart, and do what it asks

- But...

- He's hitting hard isn't he? it hits like that when you hear about Karina am I right?

- Omma...

- I know it hits hard for her. - She says and with a hand takes mine.