My best memory

Big Bunny

Pov Winter

Three days later

Things were getting worse at school. I couldn't be there, every day I was judged for something I didn't do, and every day I was called a slut. I was hating it, and thanks to this unnecessary hate I avoided talking or simply seeing Karina as much as possible.

Luckily I didn't see her much during breaks, but when I did I did everything I could to make sure she didn't see me and come talk to me. I confess that I was chickening out, but I really was feeling bad.

I have panic attacks again due to everything that is happening, and Ning has always been with me supporting me and accepting my decision not to tell my mothers anything. I know it's wrong and I should vent, but I didn't want to worry them again.

- Do you want to hold my hand? - Ning speaks as soon as we face the entrance to the school, and I look at her.

- What I want most is to disappear. - I speak sincerely and Ning hugs me.

- I still think you should tell your mothers

- They don't need to know, I'd rather suffer in silence than worry them again

- That's bad Winter, you're going to get worse and it's going to get to a point where you won't be able to control it

- I have to get it. - I say and she breaks the hug.

- Not even my sister or my Mom you want to tell and vent?

- No, I want you to be the one to know. - I say giving a weak smile, and she pouts. -Ning...

- I hate to see you suffer in silence, that's your biggest defect. - She says almost crying and then goes back to hug me.

- This is my way, I prefer that way than to see other people suffer because of me. - I say and she hugs me tighter. -Ning

- Promise me you won't do anything

- What do you mean?

- You know what I'm talking about. - She talks and I shut up. -Please...promise me

- I promise

- Are you really promising? - She asks again and I break the hug.

I look into her eyes and see her crying, and it hurts. That's why I never say anything to anyone, I'd rather suffer alone than see others as she is right now.

- Yes...

- Truly promise me that if you feel like committing suici...

- I won't do that, I promise with all the truth I carry with me. - I speak while I shut her up, and she looks me deep in the eyes. -I swear Ningning, trust me

- I really hope you keep that promise. - She says, and I shake my head. -I love you silly. - She says and then goes back to hug me.

Over her shoulder I saw people start to stare at us, and I was feeling nervousness creeping up on me. I hugged her tightly and hid my face in the crook of her neck, and we stayed like that for a while.

- Did something happen? - Karina's voice is heard, and automatically my body freezes. -Why is your friend crying?

- Ning, she...

- I'm in my red days, and Winter is just consoling a sentimental friend, isn't Winter? - Ning breaks the hug and looks at me.

I stay silent looking between her and Karina, and when Karina looks at me I automatically look away.

- I understand how it is, I also have to deal with the mood of little monster Giselle when she's like that. - Karina speaks, and Ning laughs when she sees Giselle hitting Karina's arm.