I hate this. I hate how every morning I dread just existing. I already failed school last year. I'm gonna fail again. I just know it. I hate it. I hate how I hate eating. I hate sleeping. I hate everything. I just want to vanish from the universe. I can't tell if I'm me anymore.
Anyways pity party over.
I'm currently thinking of doing early releases of my story on here and once it's done it'll go to inkitt. Or I might early release on inkitt and when it's done it'll go here. Idk. I finished 3 chapters. Kill me.
I really want salami. And I'm thinking of giving up being a little bc 1. I can't care for myself a lot and I hate making so many messes n such. 2. I started having even worse nightmares so sleeping alone is a n o. 3. Ppl just suck.
I love how once I go back to school from being hit by a fucking car I get a stomach bug. I'm being ass fucked by the universe rn.
Anyways I'm boutta eat :P might change my discord user but for those who want it it's
Little Star Boy#9177
bonne nuit!
6:51 pm
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not sleeping shenanigans
HumorThe unhinged conversations to myself and alters at gods hours in the morning
