a/n: OKAY BUT FOUR IS SUCH A GOOD ALBUM WHATS YOUR FAVORITE SONG OFF OF IT?? And I'm so so so excited for the new album...,,,!.!!.!
anyways Orion Carloto is above she's so pretty kiLL ME!!!
Okay but can we talk about how cute halsey is.?.!.! She posted her cover for badlands today and all of this welcome to badlands shit is kind've starting to make since ???
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song of the day;
apartment // young the giant
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I was wary of changing due to who it was, I mean, come on.
It's who I least expected.
Louis.
I yelled a "hold on!" While trying to run and not slip on the wet floor to go put on something more decent.
I rip open the doors of my closet and grab a plain white t shirt and pick up a pair of Nike shorts from my floor, hopefully they were clean.
Running back, I pass my mirror and cringe at the sight. I literally look like a rat. I comb through my hair with my fingers roughly, probably breaking half of my hair off.
"Commmmeee onnnnnn you're taking fookingg forevaaa.." I hear him slur behind my door, was he drunk?
I fast walk to my door slightly out of breath and open it quickly.
He was standing there with a smug grin on his face while his hands were closed together behind his back, he rocked back and forth and then smiled and widened his eyes, making a funny face.
Actually it was pretty cute but, you know.
"Well if it isn't Carmy! Hey!" He slurred pointing his finger at me while grinning. His hair was in a slightly messy quiff and he had a nicer suit on but not as nice as the one he wore at the club. I laughed a little bit as he looked at me.
"Carmy? Did you just call me Carmy?" I grinned at him, I have never had anyone call me that before.
"Yeh that's your name isn't it?" He said looking at me confused.
"Actually Carmen but you can call me that if you want." I said, "Anyways what did you need Louis?" I had a queasy feeling in my stomach knowing that it would be about the club, what if he doesn't want me there, but then again why is he here?
He asked to come in and I guided him to the couch, he had a little trouble due to his drunken state. He plopped down on the couch and moved to lay down and prop his head up with his hands behind his head. He watched me as I took a seat on the floor on top of my white rug. He grinned as he looked at me, "Carmy you are a very well dancer, I was so impressed with you, I want you to be a part of my club... Bu-"
He was cut off though by me squeezing tightly on his neck, I could feel his hands travel to my back slowly descending, I immediately slapped his mischievous hand away and backed away fast. I felt like I was reborn, this is a moment to listen to my fellow feminist, Beyoncé, cliche maybe, but very empowering. I can't believe that my dreams of become a dancer here at the club is going to be true. I can't believe this, I'm going to blow. And not in a good way.
"... As I was saying before you rudely interrupted me; I have a proposition for youuu.." He looked into my eyes while speaking, he could probably see the excitement radiating through me. I just can't cope with this, it's actually happening.
I looked at him and nodded my head wildly, I would do anything. "I need you to go out on a double date with me, you see my boss is coming and my friend and they both have dates and I don't." He sat up and pulled his hands together in his laps, "..I just wanted to ask if you would do that maybe more than once even." He sounded nervous as he spoke but he still looked put together, not even showing any nervousness on his face or in his eyes. He looked up at me and probably noticed my hot cheeks that I dread, "yes, of course! Anything for you Lou!"
"Is it okay if I call you that?" I asked still stunned that he would ask me for the small favor. "yes I call you Carmy, don't I?" I grinned widely and shook my head yes.
"Okay so it's settled, now come on lets get you dressed!" He started tugging on my hand.
"Wait what, where are we going?"
"On our date!" He piped up excitingly, oh my god what? Our date was tonight? What was I going to wear? I'm not prepared, plus I looked like a literal trashcan.
"Oh that's tonight?" I tried to seem so casual, but I think he could tell I was panicking. "yeah it will be fun come along you only have an hour!" Nice.
I wasn't planning on this and my heart was still beating a million miles per hour. I'm dancing at the club, I'm apart of the place I've longed to be at for a long time. Now it's starting to hit me. I feel tears burning to run down my face and my lips part slightly. I bring my hand to my mouth and cover it while I let my tears spill over. I can't believe this, it's actually happening. I will never get used to this.
I skip into my room feeling so light and bubbly, happy, ecstatic, overjoyed? I have no words that fit what I'm feeling as I step inside my small walk in closet, I glance and run my hands over my dresses. Do I have to wear a dress? I don't know how formal this is really. I slip on a plain black strappy dress that stops at the top of my knees and head out, this is going to be interesting....
