Minho POV :
"Jisung! JISUNG ! IM SORRY I COULDNT DO IT ! IM SORRY ! IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY !"
Muffled cries escape my mouth, my quivering voice screams such words in the dead of night.
I guess the pain of failing Jisung is still with me. It's been a week or two but the face of sadness on Jisung once he saw I was eliminated is forever repeating in my mind.
He tried so hard so I could improve and debut. Restless nights with me, me walking into him crying over the stress.
If I could delete that image of crying Jisung I would. Over time, he's become so important to me. I don't know if I'll be able to live without him. I need to rely on him. His sheer existence makes me happy. I look up to him, he's an all rounder.
I hate making him disappointed. Yet I did, by failing to debut with them.
No one but us knew, Jisung had been practicing the lines with me after everyone went to sleep. No one knew, it was our secret. We didn't want Chan Hyung to worry about us.
Jisung wanted me to debut with them, but now I can only watch from the sidelines, as he makes his way up. Even now, I wish I could just press the call button and practice with him again. But they're busy training, they can't be bothered to care about me.
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Jisung POV :
"Why...why did you make that mistake...All I wanted was for you to be with me for the rest of our career...now I can't even see you anymore. What's the point then? If I can't be with you..."
Minho got eliminated a week ago. All those nights we spent training didn't pay off in the end. He's back in his old dorm. I can't call him since Chan Hyung told us to focus.
Without our best dancer and best rapper, what is our team going to do?
Losing him and not being able to contact him hurts so much. After these months of being with him every day, my love for Minho has grown so much. He probably dosent feel the same. It dosent matter.
It's just...I wanted to be with him for our careers. Not for him to be eliminated from the show like this... that means we can't stay together anymore.
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