Chew me up and spit me out,
I am small, play with me like a friend that I never had,
Please unfold my needs,
I know, I've said, that I never wanted to need someone, but you, you loved me back to life.
The last graveyard wish got blown away,
Still, something is eating me inside,
Give me the strength to stay against.
The silent silly screaming and ridicule sentences from ourselves
led to bad outcomes,
Like tugging taunts from my mother's mouth.
I stood tall, but I am small and
Bleed in phosphorescence,
I'm catching fire in a mirror talk,
encrypted my dark thoughts in body language,
Sounds like a talk from ancient bygone.
Without you, my heartbeat is just half of a rhythm,
The synapses don't function,
My days are glitches or feel like a strange dream.
Who can I worship, when you, a half-deity don't hear me anymore,
Did you lead me in blissful anguish?
Because you've got me in a chokehold, it's nothing I don't know,
It feels for me the same, but now with different hands.
When I was made, my fate was a bad collision, but when we met it was no accident, I felt for you something, I quite don't understand,
Because I am small and stood tall.