The ground holds me down in soggy clothes,
river's water tapping on my shoulder and whispers that I need something warm,
so the river spread in half, invited me into his arms.
I took something that you belong, behind the water fountain is not,
like I thought,
a fairy home.
Maybe I should get sober now,
Babe, but not for this,
how could I get then so far?
The shore meets my freely feet.
I'll hide in Breezblocks for a bit,
Dream of you underwater, the features so realistic, but then it's just a slowly swimming fish.
Crawling on the deepest riffs trough muddy ground.
Played me a reverie,
In the very moment, my body will freeze,
and seal my soul in a golden vessel.
Trying to scream, but shallows swallow the sound.
Don't be mad when I go after the thaw,
I'm a tearing force and a rampant curse, just a no good for everyone.
Under closed doors will my remains flow,
You're worth to be loved, and I wasn't the right one for loving you.
You pushed me in and out,
why couldn't we just talk about, because I still feel you,
So why I am diving in a deep getaway, when I promised not to try it again?
I can't talk, so tired of pretending, but why can't you notice?
You won't see me fall apart,
Because I'll never show.
And if it one day works, then it's not your fault, nothing could help at all, I just hope the small things make you on bad times smile.
