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Something about this evening feels incredibly special.
The thought of this date makes me smile and blush, but it also sends a rush of tingle to my heart that cannot stop itself from beating so fast.
This feels like my heart knows something my mind doesn't yet.
I nibbled my bottom lip, my hands shaking a little as I contemplated my feelings that seem to be blooming tonight more than ever, too overpowering, consuming, beautiful and right for me to say no to my heart that had been hiding this for so long.
"Wow."- murmured the precious voice and I turned around, smiling at my baby boy and the luminous smile on his face.
I crouched down to my son's level and he came to me, his ocean blue-light grey eyes trailing up and down my appearance as if trying to take in and marvel at every tiny detail. Once in my reach, my arms wrapped around his back and I hugged him tightly, smiling as he gazed at me with such a loving gaze.
"You are wow, mummy. So, so pretty."- whispered Emmie tenderly while tucking a strand of my brown hair behind my ear, his small fingers running through my wavy hair with so much adoration and care.
"Very beautiful and pretty."- he said with a smile, admiring me like he cannot believe that I am real, and kissed my forehead, everything within me brimming with warmth and hope.
"Thank you so much, my sweet bear."- I spoke softly, my hands trembling as I held him close, breathing his sweet, baby scent in, and he hugged me tighter while pecking my cheek.
I cannot share my feelings with Ares until I speak with Emmet.
I cannot and won't be selfish.
"My sunshine, can we talk, please?"- I asked him mildly and he nodded calmly as I scooped him in my arms.
I carried him to the bed and sat him down before kneeling in front of my baby and holding his little hands, my eyes welling up with tears I couldn't contain.
"You know I love you so, so much, my angel."- I said vulnerably, kissing his knuckles fondly, and he rubbed my hands with his tiny thumbs.
"I do and I love you very, very much, mummy. You are my pretty love."- replied Emmie sweetly, leaning closer to my face to peck away my tears.
"You are my world, my precious diamond. You are all I live for and you are my everything. There is no me without you, you are my sunshine and my joy. I will always put you first, my sweet boy, I will always choose you."- I professed adoringly while caressing his warm, soft hands gently, my heartbeat quickening from so many emotions.
"For the last 3 months, we have been spending a lot of time with Ares. We have been cuddling, watching movies, going on dates, playing with you, colouring with you, going on walks all together and we have created so, so many memories with him."- I shared quietly as he squeezed my hands unknowingly while smiling.
