Chapter 1
BUZZ* BUZZ*
i woke up to my friend calling me.
'WHAT' i say annoyed, who calls someone at 11:45 am when were on summer break?
Yea my grazy friend, Gaby.
'WE ARE GOING TO A PARTY' Gaby yells.
'what?' i say confused.
'we are you going to a party, you havent done something fun for a year' she says.
1 year ago my dad got murderd by a gang, i knew my dad was in some bad shit but nothing could have prepared me for his death,.
I miss him to death and i every day regret not having a good relationship with him.
My mom hasnt really talked to me about it, my parents divorced when i was 3, my dad cheated.
My mom is on meds and the only time we talk is when i need to pick them up from the Pharmacy.
Oh yeah, i am Jasmin i am 16 years old and
i love the colors White and purple together,food, romantic movies, the idea of being in love.i hate love, my mom, the color orange, boys and everything else that makes me want to kill myself.
'sure ill go' i say back as i get up.
'YAY' she says.
' okay ill come over, i will chill at your house and after we will get ready for the party' she says.
'see you' i say as i hang up.
i was really happy i had a good friend like Gaby, she is the sweetest and always tries to help me.
I get up to take a shower, i putted my hair up in a bun.
I took a long shower, i putted on some sweatpanths and a croptop.
Oh yeah something else i love, long showers.
I brushed my teeth and I putted on some parfum.
I put on some moisturizer as Gaby storms in my room.
'HEYYY' she says as she hugs me.
I smile at her as i hug her back.
She had a track suit on with flipflops she had pink Acrylics, i fucking love them.
'ur my mom let me in' she says laughing.
'ohh' i say with a grin.
'there are so many hot guys going to the party' she says excited.
'sure' i say as i roll my eyes
She opened up her bag as she starts eating chips, i putted on 'outer bank' on the tv on my wall.
We talked about all the cute boys attending the party, no body stuck out to me.
I never really liked anyone, my dad would never let me go out and now that he is dead i dont wanna go out.
We went trough some of their instagram profiles.
'ur kissing kio' Gaby says.
'no i am not?' i say laughing.
'what? He is super cute' Gaby says with a grin.
'he is okay, they are all okay' i say as i push her away.
'you are gonna kiss kio' Gaby says again.
'no i am not' i say as i get up.
She sighs laughing as she Scrolls further on the guests list.