Sometimes the facade is tiring
A mask I wear to hide my emotions
A person who is rarely angry, always happy, smart, and kind is what people say I should be
That I would be so pretty if I fixed my attitude
They say I get angry over stupid things or overreact
So I push down my emotions and be what They want me to be
What they need me to be
I stay up late doing assignments so I can please my parents
I study so I'm smart
But sometimes I wish I hadn't
Because now people use because the know I won't fight back
They change and mold me into what they want me to be
I apologize for everything including being me
Sometimes I wish I could break the mask I hide behind
But then again the only thing I really want I would lose right away
That thing is the validation of people around me
A/N there's a reason this is called shit poems
