Veil's Diary (OC X Task Force 141)

Chapter 10

Warning: Angst, character death, murder, nightmare, depression

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I sighed softly as I sat on the couch, I reached my pocket but found no journal. I freeze as I widen my eyes before patting another pocket, nope. I start to panic as I pat everywhere on me.

KUSO! My Journal!

I reached for my cane. I looked up when I heard Owl calling me. " Yo, Veil. What's wrong?" He saw me panic, "W-Where is my journal?"

"Oh I believe they have it..." Owl notices Ghost, Soap and Gaz walking in, ".... Yo, GAZ!"

"Yes sir?" Gaz looked at Owl, and Owl asked as a thumb point at me, "You have her journal?"

"OH! Yes, I have it." Gaz gets it from his pocket, "But... Your blood is stained on it." He was worried about giving it to me. "I try to clean as much as I can."

I stared at my blood-stain Journal, and smiled, "That's okay. I'm fine with that. This is my fourth journal... Though I already wrote three Journals."

They were surprised and Soap said, "You have four journals? Why do you have many journals?"

I chuckled, "Well... All journals.... They are about my whole life. Each journal has a separate one each of my time. First journal is about Childhood. Second journal is about my teenhood. Third journal is about military school. And this..." I look down to my blood-stain journal, "... This is about Task Force 141 I joined."

They nodded as interesting. I smiled, "Come and sit down. I know you would ask me."

They did. Soap asked, "You said you have three journals... Is that one we just unpack...?"

I looked at Soap, "Yes. that is one. It is with me the whole time because I want to remember about my past... And it will help me be brave for the future." I chuckled, "I hope you don't try to sneak to read my journal."

Soap blushed and stuttered to make excuses for it and Gaz and I laughed.

"Boy... I wish this moment is best for memories... This is the best family I have. Like Fang told me." I teary but I wiped it away. "So, anyways... Where am I? Oh, you see..." I explain to them about how Fang and I will reunite.

After I recovered from the bullet wound in a few months. Doctor said that I can do heavy duty. I smiled softly, excited that Fang and I finally reunited.

I went back to the base, my home. I went to some workout, shot in a range room, and other etc to see if I can go to join a mission. After I passed all exams and others.

Two weeks later, we went on another mission.

We rode the helicopter, I sat in the same spot but got close to the guys. "I hope Jack gave you a good one." Mike said as look at me. I looked back at him and nodded softly before looking out. But I felt it couldn't be right... Because I had a nightmare last night. It is really worse than usual.

(At nightmare)

I am running away from something I can't figure out... We are in battlefields. I went to another room in the building to hide myself. There is a blackout, so I turn the flashlight on to see something that makes me shocked in terror.

There many bodies lay down lifeless. But they are familiar.... This is 141, Owl, Mike, and Fang's team... Including Fang lay in front of me. His soulless eyes stare at me. It makes me can't move my legs as I look down and see that their wound keeps bleeding as it reaches my ankle now. But it keeps rising. I panicked, "No, no... please..." I watch these bodies sink into the bleed.