So
Im having a p r o b l e m
Eddie is great
But
Recently.. Idk.. Somethings just been going on with me
Im such a fuckin screw up
Love is so weird, I dont know why it exists, I hate being gay
I dont know what to do about it honestly, so I've just been trying to cope by blasting music on my headphones and staring at the wall
Fun
(not really)
Its not Eddie's fault, I still like him, I think
And I think I know whats wrong
I dont wanna admit it
I dont wanna even pay attention to it
I'll take this secret to the grave.
Nobody needs to know, other than the one person I've told, but she swore she wouldn't tell anyone
Im not writing any more, this is so fucking stupid, im so fucking stupid for writing this, anyways, I'll see myself out now
God, why am I like this
UPDATE LIKE 2 HOURS LATER:
Fuck
Fuck now I think I REALLY know whats wrong and why Im feeling like this
Shit
Shit
Fuck
This isnt good
