𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲'𝐬

𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫✩

𝐄𝐯𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧.... "good morning kids" officer Alan said while he put his stuff down "it's not morning" Miguel said in a annoyed voice "I talked to the owner of the gas station and we decided to only give you one day of community service but you still have to pay the full amount for the snacks" officer Alan said " so what's our service" Daniel said clearly wanting this to end

"Well kids your going to clean up the school and clean the auditorium" the officer said we all looked at each other knowing the auditorium would be the worst no one has ever been there and there just now wanting to use it well fuck "what are you waiting for go clean" Alan said we all got up and walked to the janitors closet to get the stuff we needed to clean

We opened the door and walked in "well shit i don't see anything on the floor and it's clean In here" Jacob said we all knew what he meant we all laughed we got all the supplies we needed and we decided to split in groups to finish things quickly "Sophie, Daniel and Benny you guys take downstairs me and Malia will take upstairs and Miguel and evie take auditorium" Jacob said we all agreed and we went our separate ways once

me and Miguel made it to the auditorium we turned the lights on we expected it to be a mess but it wasn't it was just dusty and there was trash on the floor we began cleaning

𝐌𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐥'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

Once me and evie began cleaning I couldn't stop thinking about math class how her eyes where red and puffy I knew she lied to me when she told me she smoked in the morning evie wouldn't do that I know her we've been best friends since kindergarten I told her everything and she told me everything well that's what I thought

𝐓𝐰

She was keeping something from me that's when I asked "evie what's the real reason you're eyes where like that In math and don't you dare lie to me" I said she turned to look at me her eyes started to water "I.. I'm hurting myself again" she said not staring at me i started feeling tears In my eyes I don't know how to feel about this I'm having mixed emotions

Evie once told me she hurt herself and I tried my best to help her and she overcame it but I guess it came back it was silent I walked up to her and have her a hug that's when she broke down "shh it's okay I got you" I said she was tired I knew that I felt awful you never know when someone is hurting this bad

"Look evie we got through it once and we can get through it again I promise you that" I said reassuring her "it's not that I don't want to live I do it's just so hard at home my brother doesn't feel like my brother he hates me thinks I'm a disappointment" she said sobbing I knew the feeling my parents abandoned me when I was 10 years old because I didn't fit there expectations

I was just a kid

I didn't know any better but then this sweet family came and adopted me well I least I thought they where sweet but they just turned into complete assholes so I spent most of my time in my room listening to music

After awhile evie calmed down "how about we go out for awhile me, you and our friend group?"
I said still hugging her "that sounds nice let's do it" we finished cleaning the auditorium that's when we walked out and waited for our friends they came out after awhile "I guess they stopped banging" Daniel said

" so how about all of us go on a trip?" I said looking at my friend group they all shook there heads and we started walking home before we turned the corner I spoke " meet at the park at 8:00pm got it" they shook there heads and walked home

𝐄𝐯𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

I crawled through my window I didn't want to walk through the front door luckily I left my window opened I grabbed my bag and started filling it with shoes clothes and my hygiene stuff I grabbed my notebook and wrote in it that's when I turned my light if sneaking out of my window closing it

I started walking to the park once I got there I saw malia we where the only ones there I sat next to her "hey" I said looking at her she looked at me and smiled "evie?" She said I looked at her "isn't this running away" I looked at her " I guess it is but we have horrible life's so why not runaway and live the life we've always wanted" I said looking at her she smiled and nodded her head

We heard Daniel, Benny and Miguel they sat there stuff down we waited a bit longer for Sophie and Jacob after awhile we heard them we all sat down taking in our last moments in our shit hole of a town we lived in all the memories we had in this town we got up putting our bags over our shoulder I made sure I still had my pocket knife In my pocked in case of any emergency

Jacob looked at us "you guys ready?" We all took one last breath before nodding our heads we began our walk to who knows where but I knew we would be okay because we're all together.

𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐨𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

I felt bad for what I said to evie the other day she wasn't a disappointment I was just mad when she brought up mom and dad that really broke me none of what I said I meant I started walking upstairs thinking on what to say to evie once I got to her door I knocked

I didn't hear anything so I knocked again still no answer so I just opened the door she want there "wth" I thought to myself the only thing I saw was the bright pink notebook with gold stars around it, it was the notebook mom and dad gave to evie before they passed away I picked it up reading what it said

𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐨𝐧,
If your reading this that means in gone not dead but I left I didn't feel wanted here so the best for me would be leaving I know I'm a disappointment you don't have to remind me I know I wasn't the sister that you wanted me to be and I'm sorry I couldn't make you proud of me even if I tried I just couldn't but I just wanted you to know you mean the world to me but the words you say hurt they hurt really bad and I know I shouldn't care but I do you and sis are the only ones I had left but now it's just me we don't have to keep arguing about the things I do wrong In life I know your hurt but your hurt didn't have to be mine please don't come looking for me or even call the cops im happy now I love you so much big bro thanks you for the little days that we where happy il always be here for you remember that I know your going to do some really good shit in the future ily.

𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞 .

I felt horrible for treating her the way I did I never knew how I made her feel I started getting angry at myself "𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐭" I threw the book on the wall knocking down her drawer and all the stuff on it I grabbed the sheets on the bed taking it off the bed punching the walls "𝐅𝐮𝐜𝐤" I said sliding down the wall sobbing I just lost my sister I looked up seeing how I destroyed her room picture frames knocked overs glass smashed that's when I saw a picture of me and her hugging on her 15th birthday with big lettering spelling "𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞" I grabbed it holding it tight I screwed up badly I followed her wishes not calling the cops i really hope my baby sister was okay

That was the last time I would here from her or even see her I didn't even get a chance to apologize.